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Mom walked out after that. She really hated what happened and how I told the whole family that Maddix is my boyfriend right now. I can't help but be sad. It makes me sad that Mama doesn't want Maddix for me, even though she knew before na gusto ko si Maddix.

Tatayo sana ako para sundan si mama, but Tito Peter stop me.

"Hayaan mo muna ang mama mo, Aliyah. Kumain na kayo," sambit nito kaya napabuntong hininga ako.

She saw me get depressed years ago.

She saw me calling Maddix while I was sleeping. She saw how much I want to go back to the Philippines; one of the reason ay dahil subra akong nakukunsensya, but she knows there is also another reason why I want to go to the Philippines.

I told mom that I love Maddix when I really couldn't take it anymore, when I almost lost myself dahil nakunan ako. Napabayaan at nawala sa'kin yung sana magiging anak namin ni Maddix.

"Hindi mo naman na sana ginawa iyon," malumanay na sambit Maddix pagkapasok niya sa kwarto ko.

Napasimangot ako. "What? M