What should I do?

**Nancy's POV**

My heart clenches as I hear the sounds of crashing of car. It isn't quite away from me. Just some metres away from where I am standing.

Wait!

The car with Zion was going through the same way. 

Thinking that it might be him, I quickly rush towards that direction.

The place is all smoky and the huge thick flames of black smoke is covering the air in there. The foul smell of lubricants and burning of car parts is quite sickening but it's not what I went to search in there.

I see the car. 

The color is same. Same like that if Zion's car.

My heart is anxious. I am scared to go near you the car fearing that it might be him.

I loved him. I loved that fucking Zion for almost seven years and just now I start to hate him. Just now, I start to give up on him. And I don't want to feel attached to him anymore. 

He hurt me!

He played with my feelings!!

He made me feel that I was just a joke to him!!!

But even after that I couldn't just forget him all these fucking years.

I don't know why my heart gets so attached to him and why it feels so troubled when I think of him even being hurt.

I tread my steps slowly towards the car. Fear is filled inside me. The number of people starts to gather all around the place. 

Some are watching the devastating show while some are busy calling the ambulance.

"He is alive. Take him out but be careful," one of them shouts and my heart fills with so much if hope. 

My slowed steps now, tread in a faster one and reach at the site.

They are taking the person outside the car. Be looks horrible. His whole body seems lifeless and blood drips from his each fingers.

His face is now slowly visible to me and it makes me break down into millions of pieces right at that moment.

"Zion!!!" I shout out his name with my eyes full of tears.

It is indeed Zion. The same Zion who was my youth, my first love. The same Zion who uses to live some blocks away from me. The same Zion who insulted me and my love.

I couldn't control my emotions and I run towards his lifeless body. I cry holding his body like we have been together all this time and he holds that special place still for me.

"Excuse mam! Give him some space, please!" I am requested to move away from there.

But how can I? 

I see him after seven fucking years and find him in this state. How can I forget about him? How can I think about leaving him? 

I am not even a stranger to him and he isn't even a stranger to me.

"Please! Please! Can you please not tell me to leave him away," I plead with my eyes full of tears.

"But mam!" he stops and concentrates on the sirens of ambulance.

"Ambulance is here.  Everyone please, give the space," he asks.

I look at him being shifted to ambulance and can't stop my tears.

"Now, it's the turn of next man," he says and turns to another car.

After seeing Zion in that state, I some even want to watch anyone else but my head turns automatically towards the direction.

They take him out slowly and my heart stops one more time when I look at him.

"Ke...vi...n," I freeze at that same moment. I feel like I lost all of my energy and all of the air out from my body. My blood drained from every artery and veins in there.

"Mam, you said you know him. Why don't you sit with him and take him to the hospital?" The former man asks me.

But I am all confused now.

It's Zion on one side, the love of my life and it's Kevin on the another side, whom I promised to be with the remaining life. 

What should I do?

Whom should I go with? 

(Guys drop your comments and views and tell me who should be go with. Although the story has already a fixes plot, tell me your views)