Love and Loss

I would like to say that things with Seth and I magically began to work themselves out. That he had calmed down and had begun to understand. That however wasn't the case, we still talked nightly but there was an obvious wedge between us. It had been four weeks since I had told him I was pregnant and he had yet to find his way to my door.

It had taken a week after the last fight for him to call me back and apologize for some of the stuff he had said. He had told me that I had caught him off guard. That was the only excuse he had ever given me. He never mentioned a DNA test again but I knew deep in my heart that he would ask for one again and I honestly couldn't blame him for doing it. I understood now why he wanted one.

He had wanted to come to my doctor's visit that was later today but he had gotten roped into performing one last show to make up for one he had to cancel due to weather. I couldn't believe it was already August. Seth's summer tour would officially be ove