FIFTY

~ Emmy ~

Sitting on the sofa watching another romance movie that made me feel crap about my life, I watched my foot bounce with pent-up frustration for so many reasons.

Firstly, I was still mulling over last night and wondering if my blow job was that bad. Had I hurt him when I bit him? I thought he would like it; he said he would! Was it something else I did? Because I undoubtedly did something wrong, seeing as once he had cum down my throat, he couldn't get away from me quickly enough.

"Maybe I repulse him!" I whispered to myself as I pouted and watched the movie.

"No, you don't!" Rae laughed, but even for her, it sounded weak. "He is just scared!" she added, and I snorted aloud, something that got my guard's attention as he sat on the sofa beside me.

"Of what? Me! Or My blowjobs?" I dismissed her and continued to list my problems.

Secondly, I had no clue what had changed with Matteo! I had gone from sucking his dick to kissing his ass goodbye overnight? Had he planned to ship