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26: Tell me
Let: I’m sorry you get bullied. And I understand how you feel about your dad, I know that feeling all too well. Daddy used to be so busy but he tried to be there for us as much as he could. I miss him sometimes, we both do. Some days hurt more than others but we do our best to survive. The divorce hit him so bad he spiralled out of control, was always in and out of rehab. The few times he was sober, he was the best dad a kid could ever ask for. Daddy didn’t want the divorce but mom did, she wasn’t happy in the marriage anymore. We all knew, their fights became more frequent but we hoped she would change her mind.
It’s funny how no one asks the kids what they want, they don’t care how the separation affects us. We didn’t even ask to be brought into this fucking world. It’s unfair of them and maybe selfish of me to wish she stayed with him a little longer until AJ and I were much older to handle the divorce but I wish she did. Maybe he
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