Forty

Mila sat in her seat beside the window of the plane and she put her bag under her legs after grabbing the book she had been reading for the last few days from it; she was reading Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell. It was as if the book was screaming her name and Emma's. She could see herself as Cath while Emma was Wren. However, she was no longer sure if it was true or not after what she had done to Emma at her apartment.

When she got home, she was so mad at herself for being so self-centered when Emma needed her. She knew she should have put everything aside and helped her best friend out, but something pulled her away from doing that; something she has always hated for as long as she could remember. She let her ego get the best of her and speak up for her, she failed to control it. She allowed her wounded ego to take advantage of Emma's weakness just to get back at what Emma did in front of the others. Her pride and her ego were her worst traits and she wished she could kill them.<