Chapter 101ElenaI watch myself shattering like broken glasses. I’m dumbstruck, all I do is laugh a lot like I’m going insane, because I’m too hurt to peel a single tear, too broken to cry, too broken to move my lips, too broken to speak to anyone, the easiest is laughing as though I have a mental illness.I do. I do because at this point I can’t seem to believe what I heard from Tyson, I don’t believe yet that they left me. No, I’m dreaming, I want to wake up.Since yesterday I haven’t shed a single tear, I haven’t cried and I don’t know why. My brain says I’m okay, but my heart says a different thing.I stand numb in the female bathroom, can’t feel myself and the worse part of it I can’t recognize this girl in front of me, I don’t know who she is, this girl in the reflection, with weary eyes, broken self, heavy heart, shattered inner walls.One thing about mirrors, it only shows how beautiful you are from the outside, it hides your inner ugliness so that no one can see it but you.
ElenaI gather enough courage to drive myself to school. Scared to see the Quads. Especially Tyson. Scared to meet his eyes, that he was truly comfortable with blocking me. " They left her completely this time, now she's alone." I hear some chuckles beside me, as I lay my hands on my locker. A small smile spreads from my lips as if the gossip I just heard about me didn't just crack my heart like a bomb attached to a wall. I get my books out of the locker and slam it hard, to let them know that I heard the gossip about me. But no reaction, I fucking won't. Let them say what they want. It's been over two weeks and since I haven't heard anything from Miss Shepard, I can as well go back to the classroom. I slip my books into my arms and walk away, heading to the class. It's Monday again, and having the same subject I wouldn’t like to take for now. The same subject that gave me detention. The same subject allowed me to know what love is. The same subject that gave me the chance to l
TysonJesus Christ!Damn, fuck me! I couldn’t hate myself more for saying those words to her. I couldn’t withstand her crying in front of me. I was so tempted to pull her onto my chest and hug her tightly, and kiss those ugly tears from her eyes.I couldn’t even tell her the reason we had to do that. I am so fucked up!I haven’t been able to breathe properly since I clicked on the block button. I had to stop myself from messaging her. I couldn’t just stare at my phone without having the urge to text her. Without having to tell her that I love and I would never leave her.It was so fucking hard to say those words to her. Damn, I feel like roasting myself in a hot flame. I can’t cope anymore without her by my side. God, it is killing me!I rise from my bed and storm out of the room. I didn’t go to school today, I wouldn’t be able to bear it. I can’t have her on the same premises and not speak to her. I would die of hurt and guilt.I walk along the aisle, my throat feels sore after I d
ElenaI sit on my bed, eyes wide open and staring at the glint in my room. Everything seems so calm after finally getting off Miss Shepard’s trap. I never imagined I would be set free just for the mere essay I wrote. Well, it could be an essay to her, but it was a piece of my heart.I hear a knock in my room taking away the calm silence. “ Come in.” I say from the tip of my lips, throwing my hair freely to my back.I stare innocently at her as she comes to put baby Emerson in my bed. “ You busy Elen? I need you to take care of your baby brother for me.” she says, I take my eyes off hers to meet him and he smiles. He is always smiling. I wish I’d remain a baby forever. So peaceful and has no trouble in life.“ Um.. for a while mom.” I run my hands into my hair softly. It’s Friday and we have some activities during the school day, which I barely have some details about.“ Oh alright. Twenty minutes then, I will be back soon.” she winks and runs towards the door. I turn to Emerson slipp
Elena" I will never forget about you, Elen. I know I was a bad cousin but you still didn't despise me." her eyes are teary as they plop her luggage, into her car. " I would never hate you, Ella. You are still one of my favourites and I understood your reasons. Just be a good girl from now on." I smile broadly, she pulls me into a tight hug and kisses me on the cheek. I do the same before waving her goodbye, as she hops into her ride. " Travel safely to the airport love. And ring me once you get back home. I love you." I wave at her. " I love you too, Elen." she stares at me through the mirror, until I went out of sight. " That's so cute of you, Elen," Ryan says from behind me. He has Emerson in his arms, holding up the sucking bottle for him. " Thank you, honey." I get close to him and he kisses me on my lips for a few seconds. I jump a little to his height and kiss him on the cheek before we go inside. " I'm so happy, everything has been resolved between you guys!" Ava shouts a
PROLOGUE “Assholes! If I was asked to make my last wish, I won’t hesitate to wish you death!” I scream at the top of my lungs.I’m standing at the edge of the railing on the rooftop. I don’t care that one mistake of letting go of my stance might make me fall to my death. I don’t fucking care! I feel like I have won the lottery, but trust me this feeling is better than winning lottery.I fucking put you in your place bastard! That there, is my damn fucking gift to you before leaving this hell of a school.It’s my goodbye gift and you know what? You should thank me when you see me again, and that is if I even want to see your ass ever again.You should thank me for being this kind, for this special gift. I know I would never see you again, and damn it, you're never gonna see me again too, so go kill yourself, asshole!I’m the Elena Deloris they all wish never came to life. Wait, not the other way, but they all fucking hate me. And if I could switch a mother, I would have sold mine and g
So, I’m back.I sit on my bed, thinking about everything that had happened in the last six months. I’m back at the city I never wished to return to. Last time I was here, I was eager to leave. But damn, now I’m back and I feel like this is one of the Quads’ doings.Diana, Ava’s aunt, got wedded to her fiancé and he bought a new house for them in New York, hence she’s moving out to stay with her husband. But it’s suspicious that the husband bought a house in the same city that might end my life.I had to return to the city of the Quads Alphas.I was supposed to continue my senior year in Switzerland, and stay there even when I’m done with my senior year but here I am, back in my father's house, in my angry mother's zone.Avera spoke to me only six times since I left the city. Yes, she called me only once in every month in the past six months I was away. I won’t bother sharing how long each call lasted because you’ll be as disappointed as I was.I never thought I will be back here at the
I’ve been staring at my car keys and backpack for the past hour, thinking about my life.I’m already dressed up for school, and Ella planned to go with me in my car since hers broke down a few days ago. But I lied and told her, I wasn’t planning to go yet, and that I have things to do before I leave for school. I sigh. I will be fine, I tell myself. They won’t hurt me; I am their mate. But deep down, some part of me is telling me I’m wrong. They are the Quads Alphas, and I know who they are.I’m going, I can’t let them scare me away from school. I have to go to school to finish my studies and fulfill my dad and my dreams—our dreams.I pull up to the school parking lot. I see one of their cars in front of mine. It was Tyson’s. I don’t see Ryan’s, Darius’, and Daniel’s car anywhere close. It was Monday and it means the week is going to be long for me. Probably the longest week I will ever have in my life.My window is tinted. But even if they can’t see me, they can recognize my car, th