" The desire to be loved is just an illusion , give it up and you will be free "
It was nearly dusk . The sun was in its horizon . It was almost in its verge to get disappeared from the sky . It was radiating its yellow beams inside my hospital room . Few minutes left it will be night . The swallow birds appeared so contented going back to their nest . I was oblivious . Do I am also going back to the home whom I don't recognized . Why I don't feel this contention , this happiness of going home . A person without its memories is so incomplete .
I was laying stiff on the patient's bed . My eyes not leaving the sight of the person claiming himself as my husband . Two days back , I was horrified when a stranger barged into my room and declared that he is my husband but here he was in fore to me .
Now when I am taking a proper look on him The sunshine strike on his face making it glistered . This man is an impeccable specimen . He is really handsome . No ! he is not just handsome but he is truly an Adonis . I wonder how I get to marry him . He was sitting straight on the chair before me . His legs were kept relaxed on the lap of his other leg . His jaguar like Grey orbs were boring holes in me . I really feel uncomfortable under his stares . I was flustered . Is he my husband? . Really ? .
I chewed my lips before asking timidly ;" Are you my husband " I said . His face was cold like ice . It emanates no emotions . I wonder when he has last smiled . His pinkish lips smirked before saying ;" yes !" . His voice is so husky and raucous . He was giving me goosebumps but I needed to confront him for my safety . I asked curiously ;" what's your name ?" .
He adjusted his black coat and answered ;" Magnus de Lorenzo " firmly . His voice laid authority and dominance . He can shake any body's confident just by staring . I bowed my head as chills spread my body . This was something I never felt before . He got that strong aura around him . I heard him saying ;" and .... you are my wife .... PETAL DE LORENZO " which made me raise my head in.astonishment . My brows inadvertently knitted . I felt bewildered . Petal ! . The name felt so foreign .
Alas ! I couldn't even remember my own name .
How would I remember that he is my husband .
The person standing beside him handed me a document . I looked at the marriage certificate . I checked the papers vigorously . My eyes bugged . It says me and he are married . We got married for a month before my accident . My lips quivered and shut down . I don't know what to say . He really is my husband? . But why don't I see those longingness and love in his Grey orbs that a husband should behold for his wife . In what condition we got married ? .
I checked him out while he stands up from his sit " come home " he demanded me before stylishly striding out of the room . I held my head . Why don't I remember anything . My head still ache due to all the efforts I was causing to regain my memories . The doctors adviced to not to make it overstressed.
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I remained seated in the black BMW car . With my husband ? . No ! He was riding in different car . We seems very distant to each other . He didnot even hugged me or touched me . A husband should be perturbed hearing his wife's accident but there wasn't even a frown on his face Or may be his way of showing love or worry is distinct ? .
After an hour we reached somewhere in sicily . I glance throught the window the creaking open of the huge gate and can we entered the car inside , the huge mansion appeared to my sight .
The territory was enormous . This is not just a house but a citadel . It was almost appearing like a castle . What does he do to own such magnificent property . It was like he is some kind of ruler . It appeared my husband is quite rich .
Our car stopped before the entry of mansion 's door . I slowly climbed down the car incorporating the views vividly in my brain but noting feels familiar . It's all new . I slowly entered the mansion bashfully after him . The entrance let us to the main hall . My eyes bugged as I saw everything so luxurious . The hall was big that it can be converted into a cottage house . In the middle of the hall there was a huge chandelier hanging above the sitting . As I crooked my neck I saw the Leopard's skull mounted on the wall . I felt little unpleasant .
The maid rushed to their master as he sat on the sitting . The middle aged woman whom I saw at the hospital also arrived . He moved his index finger , " take Madam to her room " he ordered . His fingers find its way toward his curls stroking it . Hot ! Wait ! Her room ! . Do we not live in the same room . We are husband wife . Aren't we supposed to live under the roof of same room . I felt uneasy and doubtful .
The maid lead me to the room ," Ma'am ... I am Clara.. sir has informed me to take care of your health " she mouthed . I hummed in agreement . The corridor towards my room was huge but it was weird that it has only two rooms out of which one was mine . I wonder another room is of whose . I knitted my brows ;" whose room is that Clara? " I pointed at the closed room . I looked at Clara.
Her expression changed in a flip of the moment . She felt so nervous . Her hands were sweating ," . Ma ...Ma'am.. no one is allowed in that room except Master ...I hope you will not jeopardize him " she pleaded . She hide her trembling hands . I nodded to her pleaded .
I entered my room . It was elegant . The room's wall were painted in lilac color and all other fixtures were white in color providing a perfect muse . There was a small tea table near the window with some lily flowers kept in the vase . It was like a room some Disney princess but there was no pictures of mine or us . I checked the wardrobe . It was filled with definite woman clothing .
I took one dress out and smiled on it . It was washed . The fragnant of soup invade my nostril but still it doesn't help me to recall anything . I frowned as I roamed all my room but nothing familiar . Why can't I recall anything ? . I heard Clara," Ma'am I think you should take a rest ....I will wake you up on dinner timing " she asked . I nodded to her ;" thank you " I said .
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It was dark when I woke up after taking a nap . I relaxed my arms as I felt stiff and my mouth opened to yawn . I slowly slided the quilt off my body . The blood moon was vivid through the window . I looked at the clock it was eight of night . My stomach growled as it needed something to fill . My naked feet find it way through the corridor . I suddenly halt before the locked room . My brows knitted .
what is the mystery of this room ? .
Why no one is allowed to enter ? .
My curious mind over took it . It was thinking that the mystery needed to be solved . No ! Magnus doesn't want anyone to enter this door but who will know that i entered it if i won't tell anyone . I smirked as I slowly opened the door creating its creaking voice . I timidly made my way inside .
My curious mind over took it . It was thinking that the mystery needed to be solved . No ! Magnus doesn't want anyone to enter this door but who will know that i entered it if i won't tell anyone . I smirked as I slowly opened the door creating its creaking voice . I timidly made my way inside . My brows furrowed it was not what I imagined . This was a bed room . The room was even bigger than me but Something uncanny was there as it was all cleaned . No dust ! . Clara said No one is allowed to enter inside then how it is so neat and tidy . Even the floor was washed . The sofas were hidden by clean white clothes . All the antique were intact as if no one touched it for ages . The pictures in the wall were hidden too .I moved towards the bed . I looked at a small picture frame kept on the bedstand . I inadvertently smiled as I saw Magnus smiling . He looked so happy . His smile is handsome too but he wasn't alone . A gorgeous man has kept his arm on Magnus's shoulder . They looked
"Black as the devil, hot as hell, pure as an angel, sweet as love.”I was returning from my work as I saw the door of Marcus's room opened . I peeked at my watch . It was already after eight . At this hour who dared to enter this forbidden room . Who tried to break my rules . I strides down the room . I was shocked as I saw winter holding the photo frame ;" WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE " I asked her . Her hands starting shaking as she saw me . The frame she was holding slipped down from her fingers and thrashed on the floor . The glass broken down into minutes pieces . She panicked as she glance at the mess she created ;" so ..srry " she pleaded . She squatted down and started picking up the pieces on her palm hastily . She whimper;" OOUCH " as one pieces pierced her skin and draw blood out of it . I peeked at the photo frame . It was mine and Marcus's picture . It was my favourite frame with my brother . It was the day when we enjoyed with each other . It was the day when Marco told
" it's not darkness in my heart , just emptiness waiting for the sun"He gulped the water down his throat . He knew what he was doing wasn't right , peeking someone while they bath is voyeur but he couldn't control his urges . He slightly opened the door to create room for his eyes . His jaguar like Grey eyes got clear vision which invaded inside the bathroom . Winter wasn't aware that someone was violating her privacy . She was thinking that she is there of her own alone but little did she know that he has his lustful eyes on her . His breathes hitched . His grip tightened . He was getting the beautiful sceneries of her body . She was a goodness . She gently rubbed her milky body with the bathing scrub . She was a hygienic person . She loved caring herself . She was standing raw naked under the shower covered with no single piece of clothing . Her white locks sticked to her back reaching her firm ass cheeks . She tilted a little giving him a proper view of her front body . His
"In the abandoned corridors of my heart , your footsteps still echo late at night ......" The seductress took him to a private room . The private room were offered to the VIP customers to spend their night with their lolitas . She was elated as she was going to pleasure his hot body . She was tired of fucking those old men with fatty bodies and bald head . This night was different . This night she wanted to enjoy herself . She was long staring at this handsome man when she was dancing . His charm ignited her passion for sex . She was in this profession as she love having sex but doing sex with ugly man makes it too boring . As she managed to lead his heavy built body inside the room . She sighed heavily as she made him sat on the sofa . She was lethargic of bringing him inside . He was damn tall and muscular . But finally it was just him and her .She seductively played with his tie . Her mouth watered as she gaze at his luscious lips ;" you are so handsome " she whimper into hi
" crawl inside me , find it where I am the most ruined - love me there " I felt his hand carring my bare legs . I quiver as his hands moved up and down my legs . He wrapped his one hand around my kneepit and jolt me up in his arms . I yelped ;" Woahhhh!" On his sudden movement . My arms wrapped around his neck for support . His tainted face smiled deviously;" Ready wify " he said amusedly . I shy of escaping eye contact . He was hardly in his senses but he held me so tightly to himself as if he feared that I gonna escape from him . I squeezed him tightly as he strides on the huge stairs with his thick thighs . I was petrified as he started stumbling . I was scared what if we fell down the stairs ? . He was tipsy . My petite body clinged to his muscular shoulders . My head nuzzles into his neck . I inadvertently begin sniffing his intoxicating mint cologne . He smelled so nice and irresistible . We hardly managed to reach the top. No . He didn't drop me or hurt me . He held us lik
The next day ...... Winter (Petal) titled her head hearing heavy sigh . Her eyes fluttered to the bright rays . She tried to get up . Her one arm 's elbow supporting her body weight . Her upper body scooted on the bed . Her blue ocean like eyes stared blankly at the man's back who sat on the edge of the bed . Her lips inadvertently bowed in a smile as she remembered yesterday's event . She was happy that finally he was accepting their relationship like a husband . Magnus held his hairs in his other palm . He was sitting stiff facing the other side . A mischievous idea crashed her mind . She chortle inaudibly . She slowly ran her finger tip on his hollow back as a result shiver ran down his spine ;" good morning Magnus " she giggled . He sidefaced her to get her glimpse . He abruptly stood up from sitting . Her brows furrowed . She was sitting bewildered . He ran his fingers through his hairs . He started sweating;" look Petal.... i think you should go back your room " he uttered .
If moon could talk, stars would be the audience and you would be the subject, you will be the poetry moon would be the poet ...... Her pov......It been a week since that incident . I haven't seen him since that time . I sat on my bed joining my legs my arms wrapped around my knees . Today , also he didn't dine with me . Not that I want to see him after what happened . He being a jerk deserves my rudeness and silence but he never once came to my room or tried to talk to me . What kind of husband he is ? . Normal husband try to please their vexed wife but he never for once ask for my forgiveness . I was beyond frustrated . Do my silence means nothing to him . Since that day I am having breakfast in my room . Clara bring me food inside my room and in dinner time when I climbed down the stairs . The hall is welcomed by the emptiness . I frowned each time finding it empty . That certain someone's absence pained me . Do this marriage means nothing to him . Every couples in the ent
He strictly said her to visit the doctor . His words were authoritative and precautionary . Those who tried to overstep his words were punished . The history was itself a witness . She was aware of his order as well and she wasn't an exemption .However, another reason to obey him was those horrorful nightmares and distress she was experiencing . She desperately wanted to regain her memory . Everything seems a mystry to her . An unsolved mystry which needed to be solve . She don't know what's lie ! and what's truth ! . A person without their memory is a living corpse . She find it imperative to consult the doctor . It was 12 pm and she was getting ready for the appointment as told by him . Jacob was going to pick her up . She has met Jacob only one time that too in hospital. She has heard him many times talking to Jacob in calls . Jacob was his secretary is what she thought to herself . Soon she heard the knock on her door . She titled her head to throw a glance . It was Clara .