49 After thoughts

I was stuck outside and felt the frost biting into my skin. I cried in protest when I felt a cold rush of chilly air pass through my body. Then suddenly I was getting warm. I realised that I was being kissed my eyes opened swiftly to find Matt kissing my neck. My nightgown was open to my waist. My fingers curled on his hair while his lips crushed to mine. He pulled back when he was breathless.

"I need to tell you something", I said almost panting. His eyes met mine. He wasn't annoyed at me for stopping him in the middle of having hot sex.

"Tell me princess", he said.

I paused I almost told him how I met Parker. I wanted to shed the weight on my shoulders admitting that my ex told me something scary. Even though I knew he was wrong I wanted to hear it from him. Will Matt accept that our meeting was innocent? Will he get angry? I didn't know but I knew I must tell him the truth. It will suffocate me.

"I love you so much", I said. He should know this before I tell him anything. This was