Strangers In The Head!

Minutes roll over before the realisation dawns upon me. It comes crashing down in tangled emotions that are too much to divulge. A reservoir of untamed emotions crashes me from shore to shore.

I was drawn into endless miseries that were nothing more than a death choke.

He has hit me. I am enraged because I am startled. He wanted to hurt me. He despises me. I just wait for the smoke to come out of my ears. I want the rage to take over me.

Why would he do that?

My conscience wonders. I ask Ella but she ain’t there. Has he smacked my serpent out of me?

Does he want me to see my rightful place? Is that what he thinks about me? A wild horse that has to be tamed? He wants to overpower me. But did he not say we are equal in our relationship? Weren’t we supposed to be friends?

And friends don’t disrespect each other. They trust each. They have each other’s back.

Was I too wrong in expecting all of it from him?

No male is ever different. Everything is just a facade. You just have