…Jenna POV…
I find myself staring at a ghost, yet that is what it seems to be. So as I close my eyes and squeeze them real tight, slowly I flutter them open again…
“Luke?”
Then from deep within in this man’s chest comes a rumble, “Why is she the only one who seems to know who I really am?”
With that, Tyler steps in front of me, shielding me from a man that is supposed to be dead. Though my question is, “How? How can you be alive?”
He only but smirks at me, “Oh, my dear Jenna, my brother grew obsessed, and he was the one that holds you captive in that barn.”
From underneath Tyler’s breath, there is anger that only starts growing, “Bullshit, Luke. You were fucking behind it from the start.”
“Tyler,” Luke only snaps at him, “Why would I hurt the woman that I love?”
And yes, that Luke should not have said, for next T
…Jenna POV…It is a very nervous Jenna that is staring into my eyes and looking at me with pure horror. I have not seen her so terrified of anything since that day she left Luke on the steps of the Sheriff’s Office. Now she has this terrifying expression on her face.It immediately makes my heart drop, the room grows suffocating and I feel that I cannot breath or move, least of all say a single word.So after taking a few rather deep breath, I look back into those eyes, "Jenna, what is wrong?""Tyler there's something I need to tell you.""What has happened? What is wrong?"“Tyler, I am further alone than I told you.”I only but shake my head at head, confused, not making sense of her words, “What are you talking about?”“The babies, they are,” she starts to hesitate and I feel that I am near to damn dying, but as she continues, I wish that she never spoke, “I am a w
…Tyler POV…I would hope that Jenna and my life has gone back to normal again. But with this fake smile on my lips, I have not yet been able to let go of the fact that if the babies in her belly are mine. I have not been able to build up that courage that I need to ask her; I keep on stuttering like a fool, then I end up leaving it.So today, we are going to the Doctor, and he's going to put that ungodly probe against her body and twirl it around to show us what is going to probably be the size of a tiny little person depending on how far along pregnant she really is. Now, this is terrifying the shit out of me because I know the further along she is, the more possible it is not my child, but in fact, it is Luke's.Now I still have not raised this concern with her even though she can see in my eyes that I am fearing the worst she knows that I want to ask it, but she knows that I will not ask it for she is scared to confirm it to me, she is scared th
…Tyler POV…Watching Jenna, there is a crippling fear that is settling over every bone in my body. Yes, I want to know, in fact, I have the right to know.So, I have put tension between us again on what is supposed to be a happy day, but happiness is not what is filling me...There is only one thing that is consuming me now…and that is…FEAR.Why? Why must such an emotion come to bring you down in moments when you should feel happy.Well, guess what?I have known fear for a very long time. My whole life, to be precise. We've been together through everything, the good times and, yup, definitely the bad. Looking back, I wonder why it was there when I've been happy, why it questioned my happiness, but I guess it just didn't want to feel left out of the party. It just wanted to keep reminding me that it was there, like a security blanket, promising to never leave my side.So as I have to sit and endure t
…Jenna POV…It is early morning and the rays of the sun are lying hot on Tyler's body.Walking out of the Doctor's rooms was the hardest thing that I had to do yesterday. Tyler did not come in when the Doctor did the examination, so he does not yet know the results. I know that it is killing him and that he wants to know but there is a part of him that wishes he did not.How do I even start this conversation? All I know is I know what it is that I am destined to do. So as he starts to stir from his rest, I take his face between my hands, "Hey.""Have you been staring at me while I was resting my eyes?""Perhaps…"Taking Tyler's hand, I slide it up my thigh, slipping his fingers under the seams of my shirt…He only but smiles, "Now this is a way that I wish to be disturbed."His hand grips tight onto my waist. My hand is moving up his leg, my fingers gently grazing his hard length. His body is trembli
...Tyler POV...As I lay here next to Jenna, things have gone oddly quiet. It is one of those uncomfortable silences that we have grown so used to. I do not think I can face the fact that these are not my babies. In fact, I do not even want to know. All I know is this is going to break us again. I don't know how many more times do we need to go down this road, so as I am getting ready to get dressed and get the fuck out of here, I think of the one thing that I would want to say to her now.Well, I guess it would go something like this..."Dear JennaFrom the first moment we met, I knew there was something different about you. Maybe you were the first person to treat me kindly. But, no. It was more than that. There was an aura about you that I could never quite get around. A wave of self-sufficiency, a wall of independence that no one would ever break down. It haunts me to this day. I could never compete with that, I'm a big enough person to admit it. I re
...Jenna POV...Tyler has left the room, he does not want to face reality. I know the truth needs to be revealed, but he is scared beyond compare and right now I am the last person that he wants to see.So as he leaves the driveway, I grab a comfy blanket and my notebook to start planning. But I soon find myself writing him a letter."My dear Tyler,For days I’ve been looking for the right words to express my feelings to you. To the man I love.And I hope I won’t disappoint you because there is so much I would like to say to you and there are not enough words to explain my deepest thoughts about you.Thank you for entering my life when I least expected it and when I most needed it.Thank you for regaining my hope when I’d almost given up on my dreams to find someone with whom I’d share my laughter and tears and with whom I won’t be afraid to be who I truly am.I know it wasn’t that easy when
…Tyler POV…So I could just not keep my mouth shut. I just had to say it. My exact word, "They are not mine, are they?"So I found myself sleeping in the guest room last night.The next morning, I decide to make her a strong cup of tea.I knock.No answer.I knock harder.Still no answer.I knock again.Again no answer.Should I just go in or wait?I will just say I had to get something.When I enter the room, it is empty. She is not here; her clothes seem to be gone as well as all those shoes in their boxes are gone too. Everything that is Jenna or what was Jenna is gone. She is gone. The babies are gone.She is gone.Perhaps she is only but outside.No.She is not there.She is gone.Not fucking again!Jenna left thinking I am a shit-ass husband, an even shittier father.In an instant, it is all away.Everything is taken a
…Jenna POV…This is the first morning in a very long time that I wake up alone. The view from up here is absolutely amazing; it is kind of sad that I cannot share it with someone by my side. This is also the most alone I have been in a very long time too. There is a big part of me that just wants to phone him, but I know that I should be strong and not give in so easily to him. If things are meant to be, then they will be.I need to start planning, and also I need to start reading up on baby stuff all over again because I know absolutely nothing.It is scary, but I am so excited.But I wish Tyler was here. I know I should not; he will just break my heart and crush the excitement I feel with the babies.I wonder if I can trust Sandra not to tell him that I have spoken to her.I take my laptop out. I know I am going to regret this, but I need someone's help. I start typing the email"Hi, Sandra, I know everyone is pretty m