83. Where is Becca!

Elysia POV

I found myself in Damon's garden back at San Jose. The garden was as lovely as I had known it. I couldn't tell if I was dreaming or this was a reality but I knew at that moment I was feeling things and it was intense. I felt so much anger and so much pain I gad no idea caused.

A wail tore through my hearing senses that stunned me. I wanted to turn around to find where that noise had come from. I wanted to know who it was that was crying. I wondered if I coukd provide them help.

But I couldn't move.

I was confused, baffled at the unfavourable conditions I had found myself. It felt like I was a passenger in a car that was driving itself. Like I knew that it was a car, a vehicle that belonged to me but I could not drive it. It appeared that I could, it was like I was on the fucking driver's seat, holding thw steering wheel but I knew the car was moving and i was not in control.

That was how I was feeling. The car was my body, it belonged to me, I should be in charge but I