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Chapter 30
》》Jason《《
"How could you leave us again? Here I am again, in the same room as a parent I bearly know. To be honest I feel like I've lost something I never had," I cried as if the dead could listen.
I looked at my father's body, so many emotions stirring within. I wanted to punch him for angering me in hopes his eyes would shoot opened and he'd throw me a jaw-breaking punch like the day we fought. But no matter how much i longed for him to wake up, i was disappointed.
I heard Roxy's loud voice from outside when my heart sank. I looked up at the door as it was opened. Roxy took two steps inside before dropping to the floor.
"D-dad?"
She scr
DafireAHey y'all Sooo this chapter marks the beginning of Adrian's struggle with her mental health. I kinda gave you a taste of what the voices in her head tell her. There will be times it'll get pretty dark, reading this now I realise it is pretty scary. When I wrote this book I was struggling with my own mental health soooo I expressed myself through Adrian. I hope you enjoy... well, try to and feel free to comment. DafireA
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