PerrinPainful. This entire situation was… painful.The few short miles to the infirmary seemed to stretch on for eternity. We hit every red light on the way there. I ground my teeth.“Relax,” Kira said soothingly from beside me. “I’m sure she’s fine.”“Don’t tell me to relax,” I shot back at her, pulling out my phone. I checked fruitlessly for another email; hopefully for a text. Nothing. I sent her a text to call me as soon as she could.Kira let out a deep breath, gazing out the window of the car. “What do you think Gowan’s going to do?”I folded my hands uncomfortably in my lap, righting the urge for one hand to rip the other apart. “Do you really think they’d kidnap him?” She continued. “I’m not sure Nael would see it as ‘kidnapping,’ exactly….”She turned impatiently towards me in her seat. “You know what I mean.”I shrugged. “We’ll have to see how it goes. If he comes back… escapes, I mean…” I trailed off, unsure of what to say next.“You think he would?” She asked, more curi
Perrin“I can’t believe it!” Ethan was pacing around my room, just like he used to, having burst unannounced–and not unexpectedly–into my room. It wasn’t like I had been doing anything besides stare at my phone and hoping Lo would call.I felt restless. Listless. Like an untethered boat in a raging storm. And while I needed a distraction, I also couldn’t focus on anything. Ethan was the perfect solution. And so I kept my features carefully neutral as he recalled how his recent encounter with Gowan, Justin, and Nael had gone down.“Where is she, anyway?” Ethan said, as if suddenly realizing Kira wasn’t here.“She stayed for a meeting,” I said. “She already went this morning but another one this afternoon couldn’t hurt.”Ethan nodded, now consumed with concern once more for his sister. “Any clue what set her off?”I shrugged. “Honestly, I’m not sure. She was doing great. Training with the Alpha Guard, helping out at the Archives…”Ethan failed to stifle his laugh of surprise. “Kira’s b
DeidreI had accompanied Salindra back to my office at the infirmary after Nael, Justin, and Ethan stomped off, presumably over some disagreement with Gowan. I left Jason and Mark behind to figure out what had gone wrong, noting the uncomfortable stiffness and intention of Mark to look anywhere but at Salindra.At first, Salindra had offered a small smile and willingly accepted my offer for afternoon tea back to my office. Cynthia had outdone herself over the lavish display of desserts, finger sandwiches, and porcelain that now sat upon my desk. And I had to admit that I was relieved. I wasn’t quite sure why; I was Luna of this pack. But something about Salindra’s… well, nothing wasn’t sitting right about her. She was different. Not that I had been close with her before. Goddess knows she only tolerated me out of respect for her late friend and the office I now held. But I don’t think she had ever forgiven me for the pain I put Mistra through. Not that I had intended ever to hurt anyo
Perrin“He fucking kicked my ass!” I plunged myself into the ice bath at the Lodge.“Stop your whining,” Mark quipped. Though I could see the faint look of concern on his face that I was so sore after only two hours.“Did you go easy on him?” Seth asked, only half-paying attention.I glared at Seth in answer, focusing on the bite of the ice water as it hit my skin. Ethan had departed a few minutes ago to return to his hotel where the party was being held later this evening. He was barely winded while I was too sore to move if I didn’t work out these muscles first.“He’s incredible,” I told Mark. “You can tell he’s been putting in crazy hours. He’s just… unstoppable.”Mark nodded, reading the unspoken words as Seth thumbed through his clipboard, leaning against a locker and lost in thought about some training program he was putting together for the new recruits. Ethan was progressing beyond whatever he had been here, as an Aperture and in this Lodge. And now, as a transformed wolf, uni
Kira“Are you ready?” Perrin’s voice called through my bedroom door. Given the last forty-eight hours, I had taken to locking it. Between him and my brother checking in on me every twenty minutes, it was a miracle I could go to the bathroom by myself. But the door wasn’t locked now, Perrin trying to show me at least some modicum of courtesy.“Almost,” I called back.“Can I come in?”“You haven’t bothered knocking once today. Why start now?”He opened the door without pause. “You clean up nice.”“Gee, thanks.” I finished pinning back my hair, turning my cheek this way and that to check for any stray pieces. Who was I kidding? My hair was as wild as if I had rode my motorcycle without my helmet, blonde wavy strands sticking out this way and that. I turned to face him, checking my heels in the mirror in the process. “Hey, any chance you know where my keys are?”Perrin squinted in confusion. “You’re not trying to ride your bike in that, are you?” He gestured at my black cocktail dress tha
“Oy!”I whirled, stepping away from Ben and nearly stumbling off the sidewalk into the road. “Are you coming?” Ethan said. I felt Ben grip my arm and yank me out of the way, as a nearby car beeped loudly and drove past.“Ow!” I pulled my arm from his. He hadn’t meant to, but he had hit the same bruised spot earlier that Perrin had taken full advantage of. “Watch it!” Ethan yelled, looking both ways before crossing the street. Justin stood silhouetted behind him just outside of the lobby doors. “What are you doing?” Ethan yelled, approaching and taking me in. “Did you hurt her? And who the hell are you?” He looked Ben up and down. Ethan had a few inches on Ben, but Ben didn’t challenge him, nor meet his eyes.I looked from Ben to Ethan. “Ethan, this is Ben. He works at the archive.”“Is it normal archive behavior to hurt you?” He growled.“Calm down,” I said, frustrated. “And that was an accident.”“An accident?” I bore my eyes into his face, willing him to let it go. He seemed to g
PERRINWhatever type of friendship was blooming between Kira and Ben, I didn’t know. I always had the feeling that they didn’t quite like each other. But when Ben showed up without Kira a few minutes later, I followed after him to the bar.“Coke please,” he said, leaning on the counter. He saw me, then stood up quickly and held his hands up as if in surrender. “Don’t worry. It’s just coke.”I smiled dismissively, eyebrows furrowing. “I’m not here to babysit you. You can handle yourself.” He snorted in acknowledgement, raising his glass in my honor. “Are you feeling better?” I asked. I anticipated that his private moment with Kira had something to do with their shared… situation.“Not really,” he replied sourly. “Speaking of, where is Kira?” I looked around.His face contorted into a sneer. “Damned if I know.”“What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked, stepping towards him. He didn’t back away, but it was as if something inside him snapped and he realized the tone he used with me.“She…
Perrin“Keep us posted if you see either of them.” Mark instructed. Janas nodded, then disappeared into the crowd. It seemed to grow and swell with each passing moment. How many people had Salindra and Nael invited to this thing? How many people did Salindra still know here? How could this party be so big to the point where people were standing nearly shoulder to shoulder? Minutes passed, and I continued to feel uncomfortable. Warm. And slightly lightheaded. I got another water. “Do you really think he’d have the balls to plan a meeting during his own party?” I asked under my breath.Mark’s head had been non stop swiveling like a bobblehead doll. “Stupid is as stuipd does.”But just then, a booming voice called over the microphone. Nael’s voice echoed through the speakers. “Ladies and gentleman!” “Guess that was a fool’s errand,” I said to Mark, eyes not seeing Janas anywhere. But Mark’s eyes were on Salindra, who had appeared with Nael on a small platform at the far end of the bal