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XXIX. Starting Again
I don’t know Emily, not personally so I don’t have the right to judge her. She has her own story, I know that. And based on the scars I saw on her back it probably has to do with the emotional, psychological, and physical trauma she’d experienced.
I let out a tired sigh as I stared blankly ahead.
“Hey, just let it go. I’m sure she had her reasons.” Killiad said as he walked around the kitchen counter before sitting beside me on the stools, facing the kitchen.
“I know but I can’t help it. Two times she said she doesn’t want to see me hurt again, kind of ominous, you know.” I said exasperatedly.
He leaned his elbows on the counter, his fingers steeple while his chin resting the back of his palm. “Don’t worry, I’m sure she’ll tell you when she’s ready.”
“I hope so,” I answered, finally facing Killiad.
“Hey, chin up the
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