Chapter 1

Nelly had never known a life without Luthan. She had been a part of his pack since she was a young pup and he had always been the alpha. He was a strong, powerful leader, and she had grown up admiring him and his strength.

Even as a pup, Nelly had been fiercely loyal to Luthan, and she was determined to make him proud. She worked hard, trained hard, and she soon became an expert fighter and hunter. She was the best in her pack and she was proud of it.

But as she grew older, Nelly started to feel like something was missing. She wanted more than just being loyal to Luthan. She wanted to be free, to make her own path. She wanted to explore the world, to find her own place in it.

One day, Nelly decided to take a chance and left her pack. She ran as fast as her legs could take her, and eventually found herself at the edge of a vast forest. Nelly had never seen anything like it before. She was captivated by the beauty of the trees and the peacefulness of the woods.

Nelly knew this was her chance. She could make a new life for herself here, away from Luthan and his pack. She could find a new family, and make a new home. She was free.

But Nelly didn't know what awaited her in the forest. She had no idea of the dangers that lurked in the shadows. She knew she had taken a risk, but she was determined to make it work.

As she ventured deeper into the forest, Nelly felt a thrill of excitement and fear. She didn't know what she would find, but she was prepared to face whatever came her way.

And then, suddenly, the forest was filled with a loud howl. Nelly stopped in her tracks and looked around. She knew the sound. It was a wolf.

Nelly had never seen a wolf outside of her familiar pack before. This wolf looked different and she was both scared and intrigued. She wanted to know more, and as she stepped closer, she realized there were more wolves in the woods. She was surrounded by a pack of wolves, and she felt her heart pounding in her chest.

As a young pup, she was brave and felt she could face them by herself but one of the wolves bit into her flesh and she soon realized she couldn't face them all alone so she howled loudly and tried to run away.

Nelly had been running for what felt like hours, her heart pounding in her chest as she tried to navigate her way out of the woods. She had been separated from her pack and now encircled by a group of menacing wolves. Their howls filled the air, and with each one, Nelly's fear grew.

Suddenly, a loud bark broke through the night and Nelly looked up to see her pack, led by Luthan, coming to her rescue. He was the Alpha of the pack and Nelly was his fated Luna. As they surrounded the other wolves, they howled and growled in unison, and soon the other pack dispersed. 

Luthan rushed to Nelly's side and gently nuzzled her. She had never felt so relieved and so grateful, and she knew that she owed her life to him. She owed him her life again.  She hadn't repayed the debt of the last one and still, she owed him again. 

As they walked back to the pack, Luthan told her sternly that she was never to venture into the open world without him.

Nelly understood and nodded, knowing that she would never make the same mistake again. From that day forward, she stayed by Luthan's side, safe and secure in the knowledge that he would always protect her.

Luthan, the alpha was talking to Nelly, sternly warning her again to stay with the pack and not to venture out on her own. He reiterated that the world was a dangerous place, and she agreed but she still had intentions of exploring the world. 

Luthan sighed heavily, he knew that no matter how much he warned her, she would never truly understand the dangers of the world until she experienced it for herself and that was his fear. He loved her too much to see her get hurt. He just hoped that she would never experience the harsh realities of the world. 

But Nelly was coming of age, and she was no longer content to stay in one place. She wanted to explore, to discover new things. She wanted to be free. 

One night, she finally confronted Luthan. She had had enough of his warnings and his attempts to keep her under his thumb. She had grown, and she wanted to make her own decisions. 

Luthan was taken aback. He had never expected Nelly to stand up to him like this. He knew he had been too hard on her, but he had only been trying to protect her. 

He looked at her, and he saw a strong young woman, determined and brave. He knew that she could handle herself but he wouldn't let her go, so he decided to improvise and do something to prick her emotions.

He decided to impregnate her.

He imagined that this would not stop Nelly from having her freedom and exploring the world but atleast, it would slow her desire to leave down. So that night, he did it.

Luthan's heart raced as he heard Nelly's footsteps approach his tent. He had summoned her there to confess his feelings to her and to ask her an important question. If she would officially become his fated mate. He had waited so long for this moment and he hoped that she would accept his feelings and his proposition. 

Nelly entered the tent and Luthan motioned for her to sit. He took a deep breath and began to speak. 

"Nelly, I have known you since you were a small child. I have watched you grow into an amazing young woman and I could not be more proud of you. I love you and I want to start a life together and create a family with you. I think you are now of age and I want to ask you something. Will you have a baby with me?" 

Nelly looked taken aback by Luthan's request but then a smile spread across her face. She looked into his eyes and said, "But Luthan, I am still a child. I am just eighteen and you are over thirty. I still have a whole life ahead of me before I become a mother." 

Luthan looked at her with confusion. He knew she was a strong woman who desired independence and wanted to have a life of her own but he hadn't expected her to outrightly turn him down. He suddenly became angry.

He stood to his feet as he spoke, "I have taken care of you all your life and you do not wish to have a child with me. Are you an ingrate?"

Nelly looked up, feeling a little stupid, "No, Luthan. I do and I will forever owe you my life, but I do not wish to have a child so soon. I would want to enjoy my youth"

With furry in his eyes, Luthan slapped her.

He heard her hiss as she turned to face him. He was anxious about that situation and simply reacted in the same way. 

Luthan was filled with rage as he slapped Nelly again. He screamed at her, calling her an ungrateful wolf and proceeded to tearing her clothes to shreds as he tried to rape her. 

"How dare you.?!!!!..... How dare you refuse me??!!!" 

Nelly felt her heart break as she realized what was happening. She tried to fight him off as he tore at her clothes, but she felt hopeless against his strength. The pain was unbearable and it seemed to go on for hours, although in reality it was only a few minutes. Tears poured down her face as she lay there, broken and violated. 

When it was over, Luthan got up and walked away, leaving Nelly lying there in a pool of tears. She felt unable to move and felt so small and helpless at that moment. She had never felt so humiliated and degraded before. 

Nelly lay there for some time, until eventually she mustered enough courage to get up and try to make her way home. On the ground where she laid was a pool of blood. Blood which broke from her vagina. 

Luthan had just taken her innocence.

He broke not just her heart, but her hymen as well.

She started sobbing again.

She was determined to take back her power and never let anyone treat her like this again..but that would have to wait till she was able to stand on her own.

Days had gone by after Luthan had raped her and deep down, he knew he had hurt her feelings. He did not mean to force himself on her but he told himself that he had no choice, that it was for her good. 

He hadn't seen her for days since the incident and was worried until he saw her that morning on his way out the tent for a meeting.

He saw Nelly seated on a tree trunk, writing on a book. She still looked strong and determined. He immediately felt no remorse over what he did. He wanted to break her spirit desperately and the only way to do that was to rape her again. He decided to cancel the meeting. He beckoned on his assistant to relay his message.

"Tell the council that I have urgent matters to attend to and I would be exhausted after that. Let us shift it till tomorrow. Relate my message to them"

"Yes sir"  his guard answered as he nodded and turned to leave.

Luthan called for another guard, "You!!!!....come here… " the guard came and he whispered into his ears "..... Bring Nelly to my chambers and clear the entire quarters"

"Yes sir"

He immediately went back into his chambers.

His plan was simple. He would break her spirit by raping her but that wasn't all. Infact he would rape her the second time but it served two purposes. One was to break her spirit, this would help to tame her and keep her in the pack and the second reason was to make sure he really impregnated her.

Luthan had never had sex before. His raping of Nelly was his first so he wasnt sure if the sperm had gotten into the womb. He had to confirm and there was no better way to confirm than to repeat the process again. This time, he would try to make it more pleasurable and less painful for her.

He heard someone calling his attention outside his tent. It was Nelly. 

"Enter" he commanded.

She entered inside, her head facing the floor as she stood beside him.

"Milan said you asked to see me. Here I am"

"Yes I did. Have a seat. I wish to talk to you"

"No. I shall not" she said.

"You dare defy my order?" He asked calmly.

"Yes, Luthan. I will defy your order because I resent you" she answered, her face still down. 

"Why?"

"Because of what you did last time and what I know you intend to do today" she said, her face finally up as she looked into Luthan's eyes. Her face stern as ever, as though she stared death in the face.

"Don't dare me. Sit"

"No"

Luthan was slowly becoming infuriated. He was quick to anger, everyone knew and Nelly was seeing his anger slowly show but she stood her ground. He liked that about her. She was a challenge. A challenge he always wanted to conquer. He stood to his feet.

"I said sit"

"No"

He liked that she was a challenge but this wasn't the time. He decided to tame her once again. He raised his hands to slap her but something happened.

Before he could reach for her soft cheeks, he felt a sharp object in his side. He turned to see blood gushing from his side. Nelly had just stabbed him.