I'M SORRY BARRY.
I lay down on the bed back as Jennifer left my room. I don't know why but I feel really useless. I feel like I was doing something very wrong even if this was my first time.
I loved Blake. I really like him. He only fingered me, something I can do myself if I am reading a hot erotic novel. The only difference is that, he was an opposite sex and his touch on me unlock new hormones, it's not like he took my virginity. Why was he even angry at me that much?. Or was it because it was his room?
*Beep*
I picked my phone to check the message that just entered
'Seriously, Blake fingered you?'
Hmmn. That was from Ella
'sorry bestie'
I sent her my message and sigh waiting for her reply
'Wow, I was wondering why you guys went upstairs anyway?'
How am I supposed to reply to that?<
R&BI heard a knock from the door. "Come in" I said softly and Barry comes In with a tray of food. "Oh. It wasn't necessary" I said sitting up "you didn't need to take the stress""If Victor was here, he would do the same, so take me as Victor, as your elder brother" he said, sitting down and placing the tray on my bed. Is this his form of getting to me now? "I made you pasta. I know you like it" he said and I was reminded of how I stole his pasta that day."Not really.. but thanks anyway" he seemed disappointed with my answer."Pasta is not your favorite food?" he asked me and I nodded positively. Isn't pasta just a general food?"Then what is it..""Sauté potatoes or fish and chips.""You should have requested that, I would have prepared it" I didn't even know he was making me food."Nah..it
Good morning!" I greeted Barry as I entered the kitchen. He was the reason why I was here in the first place. He was here with his tempting dishes again."Morning how are you feeling now" he asked with a smile"Much better than yesterday" I replied back, moving to the zinc without any cause."Good to hear..In for Sauté potatoes?""I said it..I perceived it all the way down here" I shouted and he smiled"I guess you want more than you can eat?" he joked and i laughed"I'll be off to work now..it's all yours!" he smirked and left. He really did wake up to make breakfast for just me.I blush and slap myself inside me.***Ella and I got to the program location, I had expected something very very small, like a therapy or something. There was even a banner on the walls of the house."Are you sure this
Friends"Late." He said when I entered the sitting room."I'm sorry..I sort of got stuck in traffic" I apologized. Maybe I kept him waiting. Wait, why was he waiting though? Why was I even apologizing?"I wanted to call but I discovered I didn't have your number!" Barry said and we both chuckled. That was stupid of us, to be honest."How was it?" He asked"Nice..I only got tired of sitting down" I said to him moving to the dinning where he sat, his server food filling my eyes with lust."Okay then..I just started eating,Let me bring yours for you""Thanks..I'm starving" I said with a big smile. He stared at me for some while before standing up. Maybe he was wondering why I was behaving a bit nice. Well, I was hungry!. He brought my food and placed it right in front of me with a juice."Enjoy!" he said with a wink and I smiled again. Don't get me
Divorce proceedingsBarry's POV"She's playing nice? She's not being rude. I still find it hard to believe" I said to Jennifer with a smile on my face"Me too"Jennifer said taking a cup of tea from her own desk"Well..let me say..this is a new turn for you guys""What do you mean?" I raise my brows."You two can fall in love with each other and.."I stared at her and she caught my gaze and shut up."I'm sorry" she apologized"Let me make things clear to you Jennifer, I am not in Love with Violet. Do you know what Victor told me be
I gripped the tray harder. It must not fall. What would be me reason if it did, because I was not comfortable with the fact that they were laughing with each other. That's ridiculous Violet."Water." I walked up to Jeniffer and handed it over. Something is pushing me to pour it on her"Oh thanks!" She said still her her laugh mode, drinking the water before she dropped the cup."Jennifer wants to stay over ...since it's a Saturday tomorrow" Barry announced to me."No I'm not." Wait , she's not. That means Barry wanted her to stay."Come on, we could play games or watch teen wolves " Barry said"Eww. Who still watches that?" Jennifer groan."Actually I fo." I cut in with a frown on my face and she and Barry stared at me."I'm sorry if I made you feel.."she tried to apologise"Of course you did" I said in a bit of an angry tone and she bit her lips. She was surprised I admitted that she made me feel inferior"Violet
Jealous...I don't think so2***Barry's POVIt wasn't Boring watching Teen wolf, neither was it boring with Violet but anyways she slept off on my shoulder. I laughed as she let out a small snore and I rested on the sofa to make her comfortable on my shoulder. This was what Victor had always wanted. He had wanted his sister to be happy. To be safe. And I'm so happy she is. I owe it to Victor.Her hair came to her face and I slowly shove it off to the back of her ears. Even though she slept she still looked extremely beautiful."Ucckn..I'm Sorry" I heard from the doorstep. I look up."I could go back of you want" Ella said againI laughed"Are you serious.? Come in!""No..I could go back""Seriously, what were you thinking? You teenagers nowadays are more corrupt than I think. I just shoved her hair to her ear that's a
Barry's POV.I knock on the door of Jennifer's house"Who's there?" Lesley shouted. I kept quiet as I heard her footsteps moving toward the door."Barry!!" she screamed.l and jumped on me for a hug. I chuckled as I pulled her close and spun her."Why's my princess happy to see me?" I whined"Cause I need a lot from my king!""Okay princess, what do you want from your King?""Headset..and..Sneakers..that's all..""At your service Princess""Yay...when should I send my account details?""Do it now..""Oh thank..you thank you" she smiled along with her sister who joined usI smirked at Jenny and waved at her."Hey Queen..why is the princess in need when the queen is here""Cause..the queen is broke." 
I'm FallingI didn't know why he was upset. I didn't want to ask him. Seeing him like this has made my own anger fade."Barry what's wrong with you?"I asked him as we both ate on the table of the restaurant ,I had to ask him, it wouldn't have been nice if I didn't."Nothing"he gave the same fake smile"I know something is wrong with you..just say it""It's nothing Violet..just stressed out a bit""Its painful you can't tell me what's running through your mind"I said and he sigh"Violet?"he held my hands. I shrunk inside of me and my goosebumps popped out."There are some things you would get to understand when you grow up..one of it is..Never hide your feelings to the one you really love.. especially when you see things are getting out of hands..most girls think it's really shy and embarrassing to tell guy how she fee