KABANATA 55

Chase is almost dumbfounded while he is lying beside Ezaiyah who is now very much fast asleep.

Naglalakbay ang isip niya sa samu't saring mga kaisipan. Starting from the night he and Ezaiyah have been to bed for the first time. Hanggang sa mga inakto niya kanina nang makita niya ang dalaga sa labas ng kwarto niya. Up to the conversation he had with her. Na hanggang ngayon ay hindi niya pa rin lubos mapaniwalaan na naganap.

It's hard to imagine a woman like Ezaiyah asking him for a no-strings-attached fling. Kahit pa nangyari iyon kanina sa harapan niya mismo ay hindi pa rin siya lubos na makapaniwala.

Habang binabalikan din niya ang pag uusap nila at lahat ng naganap kanina ay hindi niya maiwasang mapailing. Am I still myself?

"I... don't know why am I doing this either, Ezaiyah. I didn't mean to but... I... I-I just don't know. All I know is that what happened that night when we were drunk, that was just nothing but a mistake. But days went by and I found myself... loving and cher