chapter 50

SASHA VAHEMIR

The cups fall down from my hand and it hit me, I am actually scared, scared the pain will be for nothing, I am scared whatever I find might hurt, I pray there is something to be found on the other side. I smile.

"I hope it is worth it", I fall to the ground as my intestines burns.

I yell at the top of my lungs as my stomach grumbles. I roll on the ground and as soon as I hit the ground, I start to second guess my decision. It feels like I took in an actual poison and every fibre of my internal organ is on fire. I start feeling nostalgic and I start vomiting but I feel so heavy like a sack of dry cement is dumped on me. What the hell, Abigail?

Before I can process everything, my eyes slowly start to shut and I am so grateful that this has ended. I pray there is no pain in the afterlife. I smile as everywhere becomes dizzy. I never want to feel this pain ever again.

I shut my eyes.

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I am in a timeless void. Everywhere is white and I can't see any do