chapter 51

AIDEN BAHEDIA

I keep tossing around the end and touching the side of my bed every minute. I should have come home. I should have given her the antidote before everything. I am so stupid. She promised to let everything slide so we can start on a new slate. I should have taken it.

The look on her face earlier today made my heart shatter and the fact that she stood and said she didn't matter. She has always mattered. She has always been important to me even though I hated that. If I didn't hate her I would have never hit Andre or left the funeral to ensure she is fine or get really livid or worry over her.

I toss again and sigh heavily. Is that a story of Sasha's ancestor? If Sasha is a twin we would have remembered or even had a younger brother. I mean it doesn't add up. We can't forget something so important. Why was all the Vahemir on the run? Who is so powerful to have inflicted fear on them?

I groan. How can I right my wrongs? I can't just make her forgive me over