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ROSE

If there was anything that I wanted at that moment it was to call all of this off. At that moment I was struggling to keep up with the fact that he was ever going to change.

Much as I tried putting it out of my mind the entire situation was getting more crucial and I was at the edge of calling things off with him yet again, this time it was going to be for good..

My thoughts had been to wake up and just leave, like I had thought to myself if there was going to be anyone that needed empathy at that moment it was definitely not him, as it was I couldn't help but feel a certain kind of disgust for the Man as he was nothing but manipulative

Still as always with that feeling of anxiety and Anger that was in me, there was also this part of me that hated the entire situation so much and would do anything to get away from him.

It was this particular side of me that was disdainful that had full control of my soul enough that I was doing all I could to ensure that I did keep my sanity whi