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HOW easy was it for him to say sorry and hoped that it healed my deepest scars, I felt very much broken especially after the previous night and all all he could say was sorry?

He had to be the most self centered man so full of himself in everything that he had done yet I could not bring myself to hate or despise him completely.

Still if there was anything that made me more irritated by this man it was how he claimed to want to know everything, right from the moment I had found the paper to how I did.

Looking at how pissed he was the previous night it was making it more and more obvious that I can't be with him.

In the past there was a part of my feeling that loved holding anything back thinking not would make him angrier, it was good to know that part was dead.

Still I didn't want to get myself involved in all of what was happening, I was right there Still seeking a way out and it looked most certainly like it would be difficult.

As I walked into the room I was heaving deepl