ROSEHOW easy was it for him to say sorry and hoped that it healed my deepest scars, I felt very much broken especially after the previous night and all all he could say was sorry?He had to be the most self centered man so full of himself in everything that he had done yet I could not bring myself to hate or despise him completely.Still if there was anything that made me more irritated by this man it was how he claimed to want to know everything, right from the moment I had found the paper to how I did. Looking at how pissed he was the previous night it was making it more and more obvious that I can't be with him.In the past there was a part of my feeling that loved holding anything back thinking not would make him angrier, it was good to know that part was dead.Still I didn't want to get myself involved in all of what was happening, I was right there Still seeking a way out and it looked most certainly like it would be difficult. As I walked into the room I was heaving deepl
ROSE If there was anything that I wanted at that moment it was to call all of this off. At that moment I was struggling to keep up with the fact that he was ever going to change.Much as I tried putting it out of my mind the entire situation was getting more crucial and I was at the edge of calling things off with him yet again, this time it was going to be for good..My thoughts had been to wake up and just leave, like I had thought to myself if there was going to be anyone that needed empathy at that moment it was definitely not him, as it was I couldn't help but feel a certain kind of disgust for the Man as he was nothing but manipulativeStill as always with that feeling of anxiety and Anger that was in me, there was also this part of me that hated the entire situation so much and would do anything to get away from him.It was this particular side of me that was disdainful that had full control of my soul enough that I was doing all I could to ensure that I did keep my sanity whi
At that Moment all that Daniel had at the back of his mind were two things, one had to be the fact that he still was having a hard time processing the nightmare and the other, well the other was facing his fears.He was confused about what wanted, one part of his mind slowly accepting the fact that he already lost her and the other still wanted to fight for the heart of the woman he thought that he was in love with. At that moment his mind had gone back to the conversation he had with Anna.“Rose, we need to speak." He muttered after Anna was long gone .If there was anything that he hated it was the fact that this woman was drunk, he didn't know how to get his mind away from that fact but as he stood with his hands to the back as she looked at him curiously with her eyes that were far from being at that moment her mind was void lacking the right things to think about at that moment, Rose was drunk and if he should try to talk with her he was certain it was a waste of time. Shoul
DANIEL I arrived at the spot a bit late as it was. I was doing all that was necessary in handing over the company to him, rather than agreeing I was expecting that I would be able to get him to change his mind but it was difficult as my friend for a long time seemed unbothered. It took one look from him over to the sea of faces that had come with me laughing. I had to wonder what had come over him, why so much change.“I thought it was my friend." I muttered clasping my hands… I could feel myself burning up and necessarily all I needed at that moment was a sense of belief that everything was fine.Instead what it seemed like he was at that moment was a friend with no empathy.." You don't have to feel mad about this, it is all I wanted all this while. “I thought it through and wondered why I had given myself to this man that had ruined my business, or at least a part of it.I had trusted him with my life and this, it made me reflect on things differently — was this how she felt
ROSEALL that was happening rather crazy, still there was no way to stop it as it felt as though I was addicted to this man and there was nothing I could do about it. It left in my mind a thousand questions yet one constantly filled it out. If I really wanted this, then I had to get away. It was all happening to fast, faster than my heart heavily beat could take_Yet I was left there confused even as I paced around still looking for how best to understand the entire situation, If there was anything for me to think about at the back of my mind it was the fact that this, my feeling had to be dealt with..As it was, it looked like we were back together again and everything was under control but my fear was all of this dying out again and burning out again till it was nothing, till I had nothing left in my heart.I could feel all his desperation and it pushed me away. I had felt this few days going up so much that I had forgotten to think about Crazy this man could be and how dangerou
CHAPTER 142DANIELMy pulse beat in my throat as her hand's spread warmth deep in my soul, when I noticed her leaning in, brushing her face against my hair I averted my lips.I was still bent on leaving but at that moment she wouldn't let me, it all started with a gentle tug and soon I was right there with her , it felt strange rolling between the sheet but at that moment other thoughts had freed my mind as she kisses me .My heart skittered to a stop as she straddled my legs, I rolled my eyes knowing what was coming again— It was the one thing that flawed the beauty of the moment.Aside the pride that seemed to consume us.from deep within, there was this one thing I couldn't get rid of and it was my lust.I held my breath when her hand rested on my crotch, and watched as her grip tightenedas she pulled my manhood. Soon we were entangled with each other, I could feel her moans with each one of my thrust, I had a strange feeling that I'd probably regret this but at that moment
CHAPTER 143Daniel pov I patiently waited outside to see Rose but she wasn't coming out. I felt like I was going to lose it. Soon, she came out of the house but immediately she saw me, she turned to go back inside but I was quick enough to catch up with her. “Rose please…let's talk” I grabbed her wrist “What is it?” She asked. Her eyes were devoid of the slightest emotion “Please, I want us to talk this time. I want us to sort…” “Can't you see it? There's nothing to sort out, not even the tiniest thing Daniel. I don't want to ever see you!” Her eyes widened like a wounded lion. I tightened my hand around her wrist, my heart kept racing like I was going to die any moment from now. "Rose, please just hear me out. I know I've made mistakes, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make things right between us. Let me make amends please"She angrily jerked her hand away from my grip, her eyes held nothing but pure hatred. "What do you think of me? A house
CHAPTER 144Daniel ' POV I called her best friend Anna over to the house. He was like the only person I could talk to about the things that were bothering me and the fight I had with my wife was really bothering me. While we were sitting at the dining table, sipping some wine, Anna asked me, "When you asked me to come.over, your voice sounded really urgent and I was scared something terrible must have happened. I come rushing down and you're looking a mess. What's the problem, my friend? I don't think I have ever seen you this way."I sighed deeply, before looking up to face my friend. "Anna, I think my marriage is about to be over," I replied. A confused look appeared on her face. "What do you mean by that? What is going on? Talk to me, Daniel," Anna said. "Rose and I had a terrible fight and that fight just puts our marriage on the edge. I don't know if we can recover from it. I'm so scared; I don't want to lose my wife. I don't want to lose the woman I love so much," I answe