Forty Nine ( Who's he?)

Robert Declan,

I have been in Dad's hospital room staring at him over an hour, these past few days have been so hard on me, my issues with Rose coupled with the fact that she may not be pregnant with my child,

Everything has worn me out, I went into depression and started thinking about a whole lot of things and I came to realization that I've not been caring about my father, cause I was too occupied with Rose. I suddenly forgot I had a father who cared and loved me so much

I forgot that my father who sacrificed everything for me to have a good life is in the hospital fighting for his life. I don't know why but I feel so ashamed of myself,

I abandoned my father here for months, I left everything in the hands of mum, forgetting she won't be happy seeing dad like this every day, the worst is that I forgot I was the CEO of a company and all of that was because of my foolish and selfishness

I watch as my Dad breath using the oxygen, he has been like this for months,

I didn't know tear