38

LUCIAN'S POV

I see Diana walk into the room and I am puzzled as to why she was looking like she was homeless.

She dressed beautifully and had a light make-up on, but she was somehow droopy and was not as bright as she usually was.

I wondered what could be the problem but I also did not have to think for too long before I knew what was wrong with her.

She wanted to have sex and somehow that did not settle so well with me, I was not used to it.

If not for the fact that I knew I was at fault at this, I would have started to look at her like I look at Alana.

Alana was always begging for sex and it almost made me hate her for it, even though she was my mate and she had every right to ask for sex from me.

It was not equally my fault that I was that way to her and denied her any form of touching relationship because I had to do it out of compulsion.

Not only could it not be heard of that I was having mad sex with my wife when we were preparing for war, the situation at hand did not warrant i