NIXIE'S POVRubbing my fingers together to contain the pain I was feeling inside made me think about who I truly was.I feel like a snake who changed skin because of how better I have become and even how more beautiful I looked.Anytime I thought about the life I used to live before and the one I lived in now, I would smile and thank my stars for being so good to me.No one in my shoes would ever want to go back to the life I lived even if they were stronger than I was.Not only had I been expelled forcefully from the life I was so used to living before, it was not the best for me.That life was gradually becoming hell to live in and I just wanted to die but I was still trying to hold on a little more.It was a life where I did not get any love and I could not even love myself or whatever I was doing with my life.It was the time when I discovered that I was an orphan and I had no one who truly cared about me. I was torn apart and wished I was not told at all.My foster parents always
NIXIE'S POVNow, it was my first day at the office in the general wolf pack hospital and I saw someone talking to a young girl very rudely.Not only was she saying words that were obviously very hurtful words but she was shouting at the top of her voice.I knew that soon the guards would come to take her out if she did not stop the way she was behaving so I decided against calling them for her.Of course, since it was my first day, I had to be on a low and I was not being supervised because I was already a senior doctor.I heard her telling the little girl who was already crying that she would return her to her parents if she continued falling sick.It sounded like her parents were still alive at least so she was somehow better than I was, but she was still starved of love.I couldn't just wait for the time when I would have my own mate and finally have my kids. I would treat them so well, I will never see them cry.What my foster parents did not know was that I was a wolf and they we
ALANA'S POV I tried so hard to breathe but I was finding it very difficult to and I wondered why.These days something was wrong with me, because I would be fine in a minute and the next minute I'd be feeling very different that I would almost faint.It felt as though my health was gradually failing me and I was very worried about it even though I could not tell anyone.But as usual, Titan finally discovered that something was wrong with me and he was very angry that I was hiding things from him but there was really nothing to say.What could I have said? I would just feel tired sometimes and feel strong other times and I thought it was my body changing to something.Now, we were all training for war and our plans had been going on so well that we were sure we were going to win this war.I gave them all the tactics that the Crimson Moon Pack were using even though I was not a major part of their warriors then.Although I did not like war, I was always very interested in fighting and
TITAN'S POVI noticed that all has not been so well with Alana recently but I decided not to say a word about it since she did not tell me personally.It was painful that she could not share how she was feeling with me but I tried to understand that she did not know how to.Maybe she was still hurting from the way she used to feel in the past when she voiced out and that was why she did not say anything.And it could just be that she was trying to be strong and did not want to disturb me from my pack duties as the Alpha.Recently I have been so busy but not too busy for her since she was equally busy as well so we did not talk much.I had also sent someone to check up on her and update me on how she was feeling and they said she was not eating well.Maybe the whole matter of the war was not settling down with her so well yet or maybe she did not just feel like I had first thought.But after a few days and I still got the same reaction from her, I knew then that something was wrong wit
NIXIE'S POVI thought I knew them from somewhere even though I couldn't place my hand on it but I went straight into treating the patient so I would not get the hefty man very angry with me.He already glared at me and barked "get her treated now, would you, doctor?" And the tone had both respect and disrespect in it.I did not know who they were but I was sure that they were used to this hospital and had their own doctors.It was surprising that they would even let me treat the beautiful woman but I went ahead and did what I was told without minding anyone and anything.I knew it would be bad for me to let the men intimidate me so I was trying my best to look bold and do my job.When we got to the front of the ward, I told them to wait outside even though they insisted that they were going to go in with her.I knew they were pushing me and I would not take it so easy with them by calling the security guards who were hefty like they were on them.But I did not want to create a scene a
NIXIE'S POV I cleared my throat as I caught him staring at me and gave him the letter to find out the true state of his wife.His lips were slowly parted away as he saw what looked like a shock to him.I for one was surprised that he was looking so shocked like she was a virgin girl who had gotten pregnant.Soon, I finally gathered the courage to ask if he was her husband and he said yes but my reaction was not it at all.I rolled my eyes and I hoped he did not catch a glimpse of that else I was gone because that would raise suspicions for him.He would know that there was something I was thinking about them which was out of place and I had to stop.I decided that I was just going to smile instead of rolling my eyes like the way I did the first time he told me so sweetly that they were married.Her name was Alana, and I did not think she came from around this side because the name was not so common.I had heard someone else bear that name, two persons actually and they were not from
TITAN'S POVWhen the young doctor had told me that Alana was pregnant, I felt like jumping around across the room like a baby to show how happy I was.My joy knew no bounds and I started to wonder why I had not thought about the possibility of her being pregnant.It had already been months since she got her so she had every chance to be pregnant with my child but that never occurred to me.Not for once did I think that she was going to be carrying my baby very soon but now I felt like that happiest man alive.Maybe the reason why I had not noticed anything at all was because I had not been around any pregnant women before now.I don't think I have even seen one, because they hardly ever come out when they are pregnant.This is to avoid stress of any kind since female wolves tend to be very sensitive and could lose their baby due to any pain.Not only could they lose their babies, it was also very easy for them to lose their lives when they were pregnant except the very strong ones.Th
TITAN'S POVI wanted to be sure that she was alright because I was sure that I had caught a glimpse of evil inside of her.Or maybe I was just exaggerating my thoughts since I did not know what was in fact wrong with her.Since it was war time, there could be many spies flocking around without our knowledge and they could cause harm.This was why we all needed to be alert, being careful of what we eat or drink or even who we stay around and talk to.It was bad enough that we could not find one of our spies and the best one in fact who would tell us what we are going up against.Now that we did not know what they were planning, it was best for them not to know what we were planning too at all.I had checked around for new faces but there had been none and I ensured that those around me were those I have trusted for over a long time.But it was not enough as I still had to run background checks on them to be sure that they did not have any alliance with the pack we were going up against