Chapter Thirty-four

Zack.

Elaine looked at me sympathetically as I continued to narrate everything to her. I've never talked about this with anybody. Not even Zoe and Levi. They knew. They saw everything that happened but I never told them how I felt.

Despite everybody being worried, I didn't want to talk or hear anything concerning that dark time. My family and friends had good intentions. They wanted me to get better but it just made me feel so angry when they would walk on eggshells around me.

But talking about it with Elaine was better than losing her. I would rather walk down this painful road of my past than have her walk away from my life.

"I don't think that she even knows how Isaac looks like. Maybe she saw him in our wedding pictures or something. I'm not sure. She's also never contacted me since she gave him to me. I remember her yelling at me in the hospital.

Screaming that I ruined her life and career." I glared at the floor. "Isaac was crying the entire time and the hatred that I felt