I glanced at the vanity mirror for what seemed like the millionth time to check whether the sleek long black over the shoulder knitted black dress, I had chosen to wear was okay. This was one of the recent purchases that Hayden had gifted me, and I loved it so much. I would love to say that it was one of the fancier dresses I now owned.
My heart was racing fast, the palm of my hands drenched in sweat. I did not find the reason as to why I was this nervous. Calm down Bambi, it is your best friend's dad you are meeting, not the damn mafia! I tried to comfort myself.
My eyes were trained straight on the deliciously plated steak that was placed before as I waited for the rest of the three-tier meal to get set onto the grand foyer. I did not dare risk gazing at Lillie’s direction as I was afraid that she was going to see through me. She was going to see the secrets that I was trying so hard to hide from her. I sat across her father with her sitting beside him, and colins’ to my right. My body was still in the midst of recovering from what we did earlier, the thought of Lillie almost catching us left a dire thought inside my body. I was still shaken up, and the thick tension in the room did not help either. "Excuse me", Lillie's voice helped slice the thick tension in the room as she got everyone to stop caging themselves in their own little world and redirect their attention to her. I meekly lifted my gaze, before stealing a glance towards Hayden, who was watching me like a hawk, not an ounce of discreteness to him. My face flushed with embarrass
I stood there in contempt, trying to reclaim my sanity out of the sheer respect for my friend whom I looked up to as brother. But to hell with respect! My need for her was too solid, and I would have been deemed a liar if I said that that didn’t worry me. Soundlessly, I turned the doorknob ,giving myself entry into her space for the night. I was immediately engulfed be her powdery and flowery scent. It was all over the room, wrapping itself like a thick cloud but there was no sight of her. My eyes fell for the strewn trail of clothing giving me all the answers I needed to know, however my unbottling need became fuelled once my eyes caught the sensual lace thong scattered right at the entrance of the shower room. “Don’t do it man, don’t give in” my subconscious tried to warn me but I was too far gone, to far gone into this alien desire, my arms acted before my brain could register the action. Grabbing the pink thong, I inhaled the musky scent that was still strong, clasping itself tig
“I miss you too baby, and I can’t wait for the moment I see you again” My eyes flattered. I just wished that they were lying to me and that the text message was not true. Sitting on top of his notification bed, was the message that was a confirmation to all my nightmares; a message from Bianca. I knew it, it was all too good to be true. Him coming on to me like that, it was just a way for him to forget about her. Like always, I was the one they ran to, the one they took it out on a nd I-, sighing I turned off his phone, pretending not to see the brightly red, heart shaped emoji standing next to her name as I waited for him to finish getting ready so that we could attend the dinner he had just reserved for our date, and after that I don’t think there would be another one.” “What do you mean Bianca, I told you she and I are divorced!” He looked totally confused as he tried to approach me, but I put my stance up. “Oh yeah, then why was she texting you that she misses you!” He paused
“Hayden, we cannot keep doing this. I can’t keep doing this to my best friend. You are her father; it is a line I shouldn’t have crossed in the first place!” I was infuriated with myself, and desperate but alas! The man wasn’t even listening to me. I watched him as he slowly put his coat on, his hair still wet from the shower, oh he was fine! But that was beside the point. It was still at the crack of dawn, and I was pretty sure that majority of the mansion’s occupants were still asleep. I wrapped the sheets tightly around my body, feeling vulnerable all of a sudden, even though he had pretty much seen all of me. His eyes were like a storm of emotions, as he slowly ravished me through the mirrors’ reflection. Thinking that he was ignoring me, I called out to him to which he only just nodded. “This should be the last time Hayden...I can't do this anymore...” I trailed, unsure of the complications that laid before me as I made the mind shaking choice. But finally, my conscious could s
“You do know that you are mine right." My throat clogged as I heard those words coming from his mouth. I was almost close to retorting back to his statement as he whispered the words to my ears. ‘Yes, technically I was his. But it was only for a moment, until he got bored of me and moved on...and I did not let my mind drift to whatever the other woman would be or look like. I quietly on his hard yet soft muscled chest, his scent mixed with that of sweat and sex tingling my nostrils, my body still in profusion from the millions of lovemaking sessions we had done after returning back to my house just a minute ago. Lillie by now would have landed safely back in Paris. Even in her absence, I still did not fail to remind myself of just how taboo my relationship was with her father. His large gruff hands wrapped around my neck as he brought my attention to his. " I will never let you go, so don't you ever think about leaving me! " His words were soft, yet I couldn't fail to miss the red un
Plumes of smoke enfolded the sky as the dire fumes sent everyone into a coughing frenzy, but he remained still. Watching the house that held countless and irreplaceable memories for him as it became torched down to the ground from the ablaze of fire flames, should have pulled a gravitating reaction from him, yet he remained still. It was a wonder why the abiding surburban homes were left untouched, but it had to be accepted the old English Victorian esq house was long gone, despite the numerous fire fighters' efforts of trying to put down the fire. The flames only grew gigantic and monstrous. Of course, they would make sure that it was unrestorable. Convinced that there was a lack of he could do, he retracted from the background as he got back to his vehicle before his driver veered away from the scene. There was only one answer; HIM! ********************************* The paddle of my steps was the only sound to grace the ears as I heeled and toed my way towards the main show room.
I closed my eyes trying to close the door to that painful memory as I brought my dark eyes to older counterpart. I would kill him! “Do you wish for me to remind you once again of what is at stake if you start doing all these nonsense, or shall I return you to the torture rooms, just like the old times huh!” His menacing laughter added salt to the injuries I long thought were gone but I guess they weren’t. I was no longer that weak boy he would bully around and get to do his bidding. No, I was far much better than him. Or so I told myself. I got ready to leave the dark suffocating room, as the old man was clearly not ready to talk and give me a straightforward answer, not that I thought he would. The deed had already been done and he had already set the time to the ticking bomb. “When are you going to introduce me to that filth of yours? You have been spending a lot of time with her as it seems, meaning that she means a lot more to you than just a sex toy, doesn’t she?” I paused, a
The cold air greeted me as soon as I opened the doors to my home reminding me of his absence. The scent of him was slowly fading from the little articles of clothing he had left behind and I dreaded the day it would be all long gone. Lillie’s words kept on ringing clearly in my head all the time, like an alarm but it was already too late. I had feelings for him. I had feelings for the guy who paid me to prostitute myself to him. I numerously tried to deny myself of what I felt, claiming it was only lust I felt for him as he was the first man, that had ever shown interest in me, that I had ever been with but, I couldn’t deny the happiness he brought to me anytime we were together. I felt safe with him, whole if you would say it. He gave me opportunities that I would have had to move mountains to get them. He was my... daddy? Even the thought of that word set fire to my loins. It had been long since that part had been given attention. It did give it time for it to rest as it was alwa