40. A monster

Crying, he typed all his pain but hesitated to send it to Panda then he remembered they promised to be there for each other no matter what so he sent it.

But before he laid down his complaints he wrote a lengthy apology for Panda unfortunately it was not enough. Panda read the message and refused to reply. Bash sent a bunch of voice notes apologizing all of which Panda listened to but she refused to respond.

Bash’s despair rose. He threw his legs out bed and dragged himself to the closet particularly to the bag he kept his art tools. He always carried them along because he knew he would find his environment art worthy. He clumsily set the stand with his tears blurring his view. Rather than draw something inspired by the environment he painted something that looked like him, a sad dog crying blood.

That was what he felt like, he didn’t feel human anymore not with how Storm treated him. He worked on other literal pieces until he exhausted his boards, when he was done it was already eve