Back to the about-to-cry Sarah slapping me . . .
I was stupified about what happened.
I just did not know what got into me.
I am still in a trance and melancholy from being relieved with that very satisfying love making with Sarah.
But it was shortlived due to a stinging pain on my cheek.
I don't know.
I just can't control what happened.
But I know for sure that I love Sarah.
She is everything I could ask for.
So I don't want to lose her.
Hence, I jokingly said, 'I was just messing with you babe, I'm sorry.'
Then she was pinching his body all over -
'Huh? Messing around?
Do you think that's funny?
Do you think that because I'm head over heels for you that you can just play me like that?
Huh?'
She was really angry, but I knows her weakness.
I hurriedly hugged her, really tight.
And I assured her, 'I'm really sorry babe, I won't do it again. It's just that I th
Yes, Sarah is my first official girlfriend.We started communicating when we were both 2nd year college students.Sarah have grown to be the ideal girl that I wanted.If I had to make a pyramid of the qualities I want in a girlfriend, she has most of it.IntelligentLovelySimpleSexyHas Huge boobsSomewhat RichEducatedI couldn't ask for more!Sarah has been very patient with me as well.Though I don't exactly know what she sees in me, I feel very happy whenever we communicate.After communicating for 6 months, Sarah and I decided to see each other in the city.I am studying Architecture in the university in our province while she is taking Pharmacy in the city.Even though I had a good life and education from elementary years, our family business got bankrupt by the time I had to go to high school so we had to go some place else which is the province I am currently liv
Taken aback by what she said, I can only scratch my head while saying,'Uhm, I did not bring any condoms with me.''No, it's not about that. Think about it clearly. What did you not ask me yet?', she sharply said.'Oh, so I will need to ask something huh, Uhm, you mean, can we make love tonight?', I confusingly replied.She angrily said, 'You are being dumb, just repress your lust for a bit, I don't want us to be just friends with benefits you know.''HAHAHA, I get it now! You mean, 'Can we do it? I will take responsibility.', while I showed a responsible look.She kept quiet while staring daggers at me.'Oh that, I'm sorry babe, but - Can you be my girlfriend?' I asked.'How can you be so slow? Yep, it will be official, we are in a relationship now.', she scolded.'I'm sorry babe, my mind really is slow when it comes to us having this sexy time, it's like time moves very slowly, and I mean it in a good way.Espec
'Babe, Let's do it.'And the magic words have been said.It immediately perked up my ears and I was like a beast that was about to pounce on a prey.When I was about to go up to her body and kiss her lips, she shyly said,'Please be gentle, okay?'I nodded like a child, and continued to make a kissing motion.Just when my lips are about to touch her lips she put her finger in my lips to stop me and said,'Babe, won't you use a condom?'I confusingly replied, 'Do I need to? I don't have one with me and I can just withdraw before I'm about to explode right?'She was a bit hesitant but she still consented, 'Okay, I trust you.'During this time, I surmised that Sarah is the best for me, she trusts me very much.I know that if ever that this will result to pregnancy, it will very well affect our studies and possibly start a family at such young ages, so it warms my heart to know that she trusts me as much.
'Life is truely full of amazing things, and I thank God for everything I have experienced and seen so far from all of his creations', I sighed.I am riding the bus home and it's still early in the morning.Although it's rush hour in the city, I felt very tranquil and with headphones covering my ears, it made me even more undisturbed.I texted Sarah that I am already on the bus and said on the next text,'Babe, I miss you already, but I promise that we'll see each other soon.''I will wait for you (with kiss emoji)', she replied.Wearing a very warm smile, I fell asleep on the bus and got back home safely.'Babe, where are you? Can you go to one of the study huts in Mt. Spring College? I had my cousin bring my gift for you. I'm really sorry if I was not able to go on vacation in the Island, my budget is really tight. I will make it up to you soon'(Sent 5:30 PM) From: Shaun'It's fine babe, I know we'll have more time later
'Are you not afraid of me getting pregnant?'I am not able to say anything back to her.Why not let me indulge in this satisfying feeling first before saying something like that?I know that I assured that I will take responsibility if ever that happens but I can't really help but be shocked for a second there.I said, 'You said it was okay even if I were to finish inside. I really want to try doing it inside and it's really worth it.Shooting it inside you babe is the most satisfying thing ever.'Sarah also agreed that being filled up inside is also a very weird and satisfying thing for her.She added that she's just worried that the calendar method will not work.Both of our brains almost ran simultaneously and we are confident that with Sarah's regular menstruation cycles, it would really be safe.With that being agreed, we quickly put our clothes on.We kissed and I teasingly asked for another round.Sa
I did not receive a reply from Sarah during that day.Calling her is also out of the question because I thought I would not be able to handle whatever reaction she may have.Painful, it really is.One week passed and surely, she should've received that text now.My heart is aching until this day.It's hard to accept a break up that stems from fear.More so that I have yet to hear from Sarah.I can't take it anymore. I have to call her.Ring!'Sorry, the number you have dialed is unavailable. Please check the number and dial again'Dialed for the 2nd time, 3rd, 4th, 5th -It seems she really got it and chose to ignore me instead.I bet she blocked my phone number.Well, it's to late for regrets now. I had to.I'm sure that all will be better for the two of us.I hope that she's coping fine.And I should stop thinking about her now, as I remember hearing someone said -
A month passed . . .I sorted out my documents and made sure that I'm ready to take on the new life I'm chasing.My plan was to head to the city and do walk-in applications for any architectural companies available.It has been a few months since I checked my emails because I can't afford to feel disappointed again and again in the past.But this time is different, I'm ready so it is time to accept the failure of the past look forward for a better future.I went to one of the internet shops near me and immediately rented a PC.As I was scrolling through my email page, I saw something I almost can't believe –From: Vulcan DesignsRE: Employment Program Invitation'Congratulations Mr. Shaun East! You are invited to be one of the prospects for our in-house employment program. Please reach out to us within 30 days after receiving this email.'Vulcan DesignsLub dub lub dub lub dubMy heart th
Time flies really fast.It has been a month since my drunken confession to Flor.Flor took it as a very surprising thing as she only feels that we should just be friends in the meantime.Yes, Flor did not reject or accept!She asked for some time to clear her mind and heart. I did not pursue the topic as I can also imagine that I am being hasty to have confessed that soon.Nonetheless, Flor and I remained very close friends and it seemed we became closer.Lynn on the other hand felt that I am too slow and said that if I want, she can help me win her heart completely.I grabbed the opportunity of possibly winning Flor's heart with Lynn's assistance.As they say - effective courting is smoother with a wingman beside you which in this case, even better, a wing woman.I don't want to let Flor slip away as I strongly feel that she is really the one for me.So, I took every chance I get in spending time with her.