Chapter 95~

RYAN

I lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling until seven in the morning. I couldn't sleep knowing we were apart, knowing they’d been hanging out together lately.

I mean, Sarah and the annoying dude Steve.

I could practically feel her slipping away from me, she was pulling away from me. Physically and even worse, emotionally. I could feel her heart becoming more distant from mine.

I knew if it came down to it, if I stayed silent to myself without a way of getting her back, I’d end up losing her for good. At some point, I wouldn't blame her for choosing to stay away.

It had all been my fault… I thought to myself.

Guilt flooded my conscience as I remembered the day I had let her walk in on Jennifer and me in bed. All of that turned out to be my fault. I’d gotten so wrapped up in Jennifer’s trap and had let Sarah slip through my cracks.

I slowly rolled onto my side, staring at the clock for a couple of minutes contemplating whether or not to get myself prepped for school.

I stood from the