“ I think you should explain yourself to why a guy dropped you off and you didn’t come back with your friend and just decided to come back home in another guys car “Shuan's voice stopped me in the hallway , the moment that I got in .I didn’t know why he sounded so mad with the way he said that .I turned and that was when I saw him standing by the corridor .He had that cold look on his face that I had never seen before and I didn’t just know if I was the cause of it or if I was not , but I didn’t do anything and nobody was going to make me explain myself to him.“You should go get ready for work shuan , I don’t know why you are waiting for me by the corridor when you should be with my mom and getting stuffs ready “I replied him trying my best to sound as formal as I could and trying to brush off the way he spoke to me , I didn’t want to think that he was mad at me .“Don’t you dare walk past me young lady “he whispered and grabbed my hands hardly as he pushed me to the wal
Dirty affairs 47 Class started as early as 8 and I have sitting down here and listening to some damn lecture even though I knew that I didn’t want to sit here and listen to what anyone had got to say but it was just like I have no choice but to sit here . I didn’t know why Angel came late today and had to sit at the back . She just managed to say hi to me and even after saying hi she didn’t spare a glance at me . I didn’t know if she was mad that I went home from that club yesterday . But it was my fault though , I just wanted to go home to my own peace . “You lied though and you know that '' my mind taunted me . I tried my best to keep that thought behind me , the lady thing that I would want at this moment is to think that she found out that I went home . I didn’t want that to happen , I didn’t want her to feel bad and all that , The last thing that I would do is say this out , I better keep this to myself . All that I could think of as I sat there was for the final class t
It was hard getting mom permission to allow me to attend that hangout again not after what happened the last time . I knew that she was just trying to look out for me but I really did appreciate if she didn’t have to do all the time when I was going out , I have to ask her every time that I had to go out and it was beginning to get on my nerves knowing how much I didn’t want to do that . “ Don’t tell me you are still mad because your mom asked you a few questions , you should be damn lucky that your mom is that way with you and even let you go out even though the both of you live in the same house and in the same state . It it was my mama , you would be damn to even step out of the house , not when he knows you have classes the next day , that’s the worst thing that can ever happen you and I know you don’t want it , so be grateful that your mom isn’t that way , but I still love my mama still I just feel like she’s just trying to protect and I appreciate that . “ I would really love
The tears kept falling off my eyes as I sat at a corner of the bar house .The tears were falling down and it was just as if I couldn’t control them .No matter what I did or how much I tried to hold myself from not crying , I just couldn’t help it , I was losing every inch of it .My heart was hurting, it was hurting right inside of me .I felt like I was going to explode if I spent more time here , I just couldn’t help the way I felt right now .“ Don't tell me you are crying because of Trevor , don’t tell me that girl “ I raised my head and that was when I saw angel looking at me .I could see how much she was panting from chasing after me and trying to get to me .I didn’t know why I had to cry , and couldn’t control my emotions .I just didn’t know why I couldn’t help it , was I stupid enough to know that he would never take me seriously .I shouldn’t have thought about something else when I thought that it was going to be him .“ Come on girl you didn’t have to run off like
I lost my dad to the cold hands of death two years after I was born and that only made me not meet my dad .I grew up with my mom being my backbone , my sole provider of everything that I needed and asked for in my entire life .All my life I had grown up to see that woman as my idol , she was my fucking , my god in human form , never had I felt that way for anyone the way that I felt for her .Growing up , she made sure that she never got married to any man and focused all her attention on me and made sure that I lacked nothing and I had literally everything that I needed .Taking care of me was never the problem as I had a lot of money since dad was a millionaire and he had given everything that he had to me and that made it really good for mom and I to be comfortable .The love I had for mom was second to none , all this years , I had watched her mourn my dad and still wallow in the pain of the past , but that wasn’t what I wanted for her , I wanted her to be happy and ge
I watched my mom and her husband behave all lovely dovey from where I sat .I could tell that they were both madly in love with each other .Since mom got married to her husband , we decided to move out of our apartment to that of my step dad .I would really say that I really underestimated the capability of my step dad .This wasn’t a fucking house , it was a fucking mansion .I couldn’t contain my excitement when I saw it , it was literally the best that I had ever thought of in my entire life. I loved it . My step dad, who I learned his name was Shaun, mom and her husband didn't go on any honeymoon , they said they weren’t going since they had a lot of work loads on ground and so they just gave themselves a week to have some time to themselves .I didn’t actually want to move in with my mom because I wanted to give her that privacy and time that they needed , but mom I started that I live with them . I didn’t bother to argue with her because In the next fe
It’s been two weeks since that incident with my step father took place at my room .I had made sure that since then , I did literally everything that I could to avoid him , there was no way that I was going to sit right there and watch that happen to me again .After what happened that day , I had to think about it all through , getting worked up over it , but suspringly he acted like Nothing of such ever Happened.I should really be happy that the both of us never had the chance to speak about what had happened that day and I wish that we never do because I just can’t imagine how weird it would be to find out that my step dad saw my naked body not even my best friend could find out about it .The most shocking of it all was the fact that , since that day the incident happened , I have been getting different stupid thoughts that I hoped I didn’t let into my head , but somehow , they are stuck in my head and I just can’t let them go .If my step dad , couid see my naked body , then I s
Two weeks passed and all that I wanted to do was go To college .I just couldn’t stay one more moment in this house .I felt like I was losing my senses .I couldn’t accept the fact that this was me .The thoughts going through my head we're making me go insane and making me question if I was normal.No matter what it was , I just couldn’t accept it .After the incident that happened that night at the kitchen , I have done everything humanly possible to avoid my step dad .I knew that I wasn’t in the right state of mind , but one thing I knew was that I said those words out of my mouth and when he touched me , I never stopped him .The way he touched me , I had never felt that way before , not even when my boyfriend did .There was just something about it that I just couldn’t explain .I knew that it was wrong , having dirty thoughts about my stepfather who was my mom's husband was more chilling but I just can’t accept it no matter how much I tried .Shuan touched my breast tha