Chapter 19 : Words or Actions

Chrisanna

I don't speak and turn the water tap at the fastest speed. That will be enough to answer him that I'm in here. He doesn't scream against the door anymore. I feel cold and I don't know how long I have been standing under this cold shower because my body is freezing. I immediately turn the shower off and wrap my body with a tower, shaking very badly.

How the hell can I lose self-control?

I hate the woman I become when it comes to Samuel. Because this is not who I usually am.

Without drying myself completely, I grab the thin fabricated night suit which was already laying here and click the door open.

My eyes land straight on Samuel sitting at the edge of the bed, head hanging down, elbows resting on his knees. Startled as I slam the door shut, he looks up at me. Our eyes meet.

His eyes are calm and rosy as he stares at me, thoroughly gulping down. I look away, hanging the towel, and turning my back to him. I would like to avoid looking at him as much as I can.

However, as