The girl 'Lucey' came back with our meals. She placed mine in front of me; which had bacon, French toast, and two hash browns.
Then she placed everyone's plates in front of them and then sat beside Colby pushing me into the wall.
I stayed quiet and ate my meal as they talked among themselves.
I looked backover at Lucey, her red fiery hair was wild around her face, which was paler than mine; I didn't think it was possible.
Her blue eyes were piercing and full of life, Lucey looked at Colby the way Colby looked at me, making me uncomfortable.
"Lucey, I'd like you to introduce you to Chloe," Colby spoke with a gigantic smile plastered onto his face. "-And Chloe, this is my best friend Lucey." I smiled and said a courteous hello.
"Oh right, Bride-To-Be or whatever right, it's nice to meet you," Lucey said loosely.
What did she mean by 'Bride-To-Be'?
Looking at the smiling people around the table after those three words made me uncomfortable, 'bride' means a woman getting married doesn't it?
So wouldn't that mean I'm marrying someone, they began changing the subject, and once I clued in I got the courage to ask.
"Who am I marrying?" My brows furrowed in complete confusion.
Everyone but Colby started laughing, he looked into my eyes apologetically and took my hand taking a long, exasperated breath.
I looked back at him trying to make sense of what was happening.
"Chloe I'm about to ask you a life changing question, which you have to answer yes to." Colby said in an apologetic tone.
"So what you're saying is it's more of a statement than a question," I said, getting more nervous.
"Yes, pretty much." He shrugged awkwardly, still holding my hand.
"Okay," I agreed.
Lucey placed her head in her hand looking away while rolling her eyes.
I looked back at Colby, one hand still in mine and the other in his pocket looking into my eyes.
"Do you remember that note I gave you?" He asked again, I looked back at him in confusion.
"Yes," I said slowly.
"So do you trust me?" I just nodded in response.
"Is that your question?" I was confused. He gave me a slight smile.
"No, my question is," He held my hand tighter before continuing. "-Will you marry me?" I blinked, once, then twice.
"Can you ask that question again, I don't think I heard that right," I said nervously, he smiled softly.
"I'm asking you to marry me," Colby whispered.
"Oh so I did hear you right," I said under my breath.
Everyone is staring at me, waiting for my answer. I know what I am supposed to say, but the words won't form on my lips so here I am gaping like a fish.
So instead of giving him an out loud answer I just nodded, hoping that is a good enough answer.
He took something out of his pocket and slid it on my ring finger, and when he let go there was a ring left in place. The band was a beautiful pinkish gold and the stone was see through and large, how do people wear these big bulky rings?
I just smiled and said thank you, but before I saw it coming he placed his soft looking lips on mine.
It was a short kiss, he leaned away with a smile.
I don't know what to do or say.
"Is it okay if I go to the bathroom?" I asked breathlessly.
"Yeah sure," Colby said, tapping Lucey on her shoulder to let me out.
"Where's the bathroom?" I asked.
"It's on the right," Lucey said uninterested.
"Oh okay, thank you." I replied and walked into the bathroom.
I stood at the mirror looking at myself for the first time; I took off the sun glasses.
So this what he meant when he asked if I trusted him, I know I already said yes, and not like I had much choice over my answer either way.
I took a deep breath, this whole relationship is going way too fast or maybe this is normal; it's not like I would know, I've never been in one.
I heard the bathroom door open and close and saw Lucey's reflection in the mirror.
"Don't take him for granted," She said harshly.
"For granted," I repeated. I'm a bit confused as to what she means.
"He's better than you; you don't deserve him. The only reason you're here is because his parents picked you," She said coldly.
"His parent's picked me?" I repeated again trying to make sense out of it all.
"Anyway, don't say anything about this, they think I'm checking up on you. I should probably mention, if you do say anything I will kill you." With that she walked out.
That was a threat I'm used to, and what did she mean by his parents picking me?
I guess it would make sense now that I think about it. Why else would I be here, and why would Colby and Carolyn fight about the fact he wasn't allowed to talk to me until I was eighteen?
My birthday was yesterday, which means the reason why we met today is because I am now eighteen.
Colby asked me to marry him, because like me I didn't have a choice; looking down at the sparkling diamond on my finger, Lucey is right.
He is better than me. I live in a basement without any education and without any idea of what love is.
Gripping my hands together I took another breath before heading out to join the others.
Now I understand, he's only with me because he has to be, I walked out and Lucey was nowhere in sight.
I looked around for a moment looking to see where she went.
Colby walked up to me, placing an attempted reassuring hand on my shoulder.
"If you're looking for Lucey, she went back to work, she took her break early," Colby explained and I nodded slowly then walked back to his parents and sat back down in the booth.
For the rest of the time we were at the diner I moved the food around on my plate.
I lost my appetite learning the truth, my mind felt heavy in thought and zoning out.
"Are you finished?" Carolyn said with a smile.
"Yeah, I am sorry I didn't eat it all. I guess my eyes were bigger than my stomach," I joked lightly.
"It's fine, it was quite a lot on your plate," She said figuratively, to me it's both figuratively and mentally, I just smiled in response.
We packed up our food and on the way out Colby wrapped his arm around my shoulders at the same time finally making eye contact with Lucey.
Mentally I tried to tell her that I get it, he doesn't truly want me, and it's all an act but for once in my entire life I feel wanted. I know it's fake; but can't I enjoy it for a little while at least until I know he can't pretend anymore?
With those thoughts running through my head, the sunglasses back on my face, we exited the diner and I leaned into his embrace realizing one thing.
Just because his feelings aren't real doesn't mean mine aren't; I meant everything I said when I told him I trusted him. I can't admit I love him like he did to me, but maybe it's because what I feel is real.
We walked to the car and he held the door open as I sat into the leather seat and did the seat-belt all by myself.
Colby closed the door and went to the other side and got in beside me in the driver's seat, but before putting on his seat-belt he turned toward me.
"I'm sorry about what happened in there," Before he continued I cut him off.
"Don't be, I understand you didn't have a choice," I smiled lightly.
"I would have asked you regardless, I just wouldn't have asked you so early." Colby explained.
"You would have asked me anyway?" I asked.
"Of course I would have, did you not take that letter seriously?" He sounded hurt.
"I did, but I figured you'd rather be with your friend Lucey." I said honestly.
"She may be my friend, but she'd never be someone I'd fall in love with. We might get along and all but I'm just not into her that way." Colby explained.
"Oh, I see." I said thinking; he looked into my eyes with sincerity.
"Unless you don't feel the same way, if that's how you feel I'd understand,"
I took him by the collar of his leather jacket and kissed him, I wasn't thinking about Lucey or his parents. All I am thinking about at this moment is Colby; and his soft lips against mine.
Blushing, I let go and then realized Lucey was watching us from inside the diner.
I can tell in his voice he wasn't lying; maybe his parents picked me, and maybe he is better than me and that he deserves better.
If the only reason I am here is because I'm supposed to be with Colby, then so be it.
I will make him my life, and like her protects me I swear I'll do the same.
I looked at Colby again, entwining my fingers with his.
"Are we going home?" I questioned.
Colby's face was red from embarrassment, swallowing hard before nodding, starting the ignition putting his seat-belt on.
"Do you mind if I smoke?" He asked me to rub his thumb on the back of my hand.
"It didn't stop you before," I joked.
"Yeah but we are holding hands, I don't want to let go," He said in a shy tone.
I smiled, and let his hand go.
"Go ahead you can hold my hand again afterwards,"
He took out the pack of cigarettes and placed one between his lips and took an inhale.
"So when we go back, do I have to go back to the room?" I asked.
Exhaling, he answered. "No not until late tonight, unless you'd like to,"
"Not particularly," I spoke honestly.
"Then we can spend as much time as you'd like today," He said, taking another puff.
"Really?" I asked excitedly.
"Of course," He replied, blowing smoke out the window.
I took a look out the window watching the other large houses go by, then a park with a multi-colored playground.
I was enticed; obviously I've never been to one. Suddenly we came to a stop, confused. I looked over at Colby who was undoing his seat-belt.
"What are you doing?" I was confused.
"We are going to play," He said simply.
I took off my seat-belt as he opened his door and got out, running around to my side and helping me out.
"Okay," He said, rubbing his hands together in anticipation.
I stood there not understanding, waiting for his instructions.
"We are going to race from here to the swings," He said, making an invisible line with his foot, and then got into a running stance.
"Are you ready?" He asked with one hand on his knee.
I mirrored his stance before he counted to three.
"One," He counted starting off. "Two," he added in anticipation before continuing. "Three," We both bolted to the playground to the swings on the other side of the abandoned playground.
Passing slides; and jungle gyms until one of us got to the swings, which surprisingly was me, Colby out of breath finally caught up.
"Wow, you're fast and beautiful," He laughed, cornering me against the swing behind me, wrapping his hands on my waist, kissing my lips gently.
Giggling I got out his grasp by leaning back onto the swing and began swinging back and forth.
"Hey, that wasn't fair!" Colby said grinning ear to ear.
He ran to the next swing and began swinging beside me.
"I bet I can swing higher than you," He said, pushing himself off the ground.
"No way," I said back.
"Fine challenge accepted," He laughed.
I began swinging higher, and higher until I could see over the metal bar.
"No, how do you keep winning at these things?" He said mockingly frustrated, he stopped trying to catch his breath.
He got off the swing and held out his hand helping me off the unstable swing.
"Shall we try the slides next?" He asked curiously.
I nodded my head quickly and ran to the biggest slide climbing up the spiraled feet bars to the very top.
For a kid's playground this is a pretty big slide, sitting at the top I pushed myself off, down the slide that spiraled down into the gravel.
No wonder children loved playgrounds, I ran to the monkey bars staring at the profusely.
I don't know how these ones work, I only know about all this stuff from pictures and books I read once.
I looked over at Colby, who was watching me from afar.
"Would you like me to show you how to play on these?" Colby asked, walking over to my side.
I nodded as he placed his hands on the metal bars, never noticing how tall, yet lean he was.
Looking at him his height seems to be around 5'9, and looking back at myself I'm probably around 5'5.
Lifting his feet off the ground he began swinging side to side on the bars and then moving his hand to the next, he got to the middle before putting his feet back onto the ground.
"You basically move to each bar without touching the ground until you get to the end." Colby explained.
"After a while your hands will get sore so be careful okay?"
"Okay," I replied, placing my hands onto the metal bars as he backed away.
"I'll watch you from over there, I'm just going to sit down and have a smoke," He said, heading to a nearby bench.
I followed his directions. I swung my body back and forth until I had enough momentum to grab the next bar but my hand slipped and I fell backwards onto my back.
All the air out of my lungs, Colby ran towards me with his cigarette in tow.
"Hey, are you okay?" He asked to help me sit up.
"Yeah, it just scared me," I admitted breathlessly.
"I think that's enough playing for now," Colby said slowly.
I got up and my clothes were full of dust and dirt; I attempted to dust myself off.
He took my hand and we walked to the car and helped me in.
"That was so much fun!" I exclaimed.
"Yeah, I feel like a kid again," He said, taking a breath and smiling.
"Now, to the next place," He said with a smirk.
"Where are we going now?" I asked, excitement filled my voice.
"It's a secret," He said with a wink, making me giggle with anticipation.Our seat-belts were on, and we were off onto the road again.This is the first time I can genuinely say I'm having the time of my life, all the little life's luxuries were being held out to me for once.I'm going to take as much as I can get, at least until I'm locked back into that jail cell I call a room.Taking advantage, hell yeah I am. Eighteen years and this the first time I got to play, back in that room the only play time I had was reading books about the adventures I could have had if I wasn't locked up in that dark awful place.We slowed down in front of an 'Ice cream shop' I had never heard of.I know you lick it to eat it but that's basically it.I looked back at Colby who was looking like a child behind the steering wheel he was jumping up and down, repeating; "Ice cream, ice cream, ice cream,"
"What the hell happened?" Alistair spat at me loudly making me cringe into the corner. His face was red and his eyes were bulging out of his head glaring at me. "I don't know," I lied, I didn't want to be a part of this, I was good. If I'm good there's no beating, I learned that a couple years ago. Waiting for it I flinched. "Oh no, I'll get you when we get home, now get your ass to the car and I'll meet you out there after I see my son." Alastair said in a low sneer. Out of fear all I did was nod and run out the scary doors towards the car. Remembering Colby's cigarettes were in his unlocked car not too far away from this one, I took a quick glance toward the hospital, ran towards Colby's door, opened it grabbed a cigarette from the package from the glove box with the lighter and shut the car door and ran back towards Alastair's. I carefully put both the cigarette and the lighter in my pocket and waited for him to show
Chloe's P.O.V Pain, yet comfortable. The room was spinning at the same time I felt I was laying on clouds. I looked down realizing I wasn't in my own bed and I was changed into a dress, but who changed me? I began to panic and suddenly the doors flew open making me jump hiding back under the covers. "It's okay Chloe, it's only me," Colby's voice echoed through my head. I still felt really dizzy. I looked out from under the blankets and in his hands was a trayful of food; orange juice and pancakes bacon and even eggs with two small bowls of ice cream on the side as well as two plates. "I figured you would be hungry, and thought we could eat together," He said nervously. I nodded slowly, which was a bad idea because it made my head spin more, nearly making me fall over. Colby put down the tray next to me and sat on the other side piling food on a plate before passing it to me. "Thank you," I said shyly.
Colby's P.O.V The light up above over our heads are making her bruises more prominent, and people around us were beginning to stare. The booth was secluded but they were watching from afar. "Can I get the two of you anything to drink?" The waitress asked for her face in her note book ready to write down our order. "Can we get your finest rose', please?" I asked with a smile. "Alright, coming right up," She said scribbling in the notebook with a fake smile and gave Chloe a side glance. I took Chloe's hand gently in mine with a small smile, and her smile could light up the sky. That's what hurts the most, no matter how much she hurts, the way she looks at me, and only me never changes no matter what my family has done to her. The thought made me sick as she rubbed the back of my hand with her fingertips. "Thank you for taking me away from that place," She said quietly. "I don't like them eit
Once we got between the middle of the beach, Colby placed down the cooler. "Right here should be good," I passed him the blanket and moved out of the way as he threw the blanket in the air and placed it down making a perfect square onto the sand. I sat on the blanket while he started taking out the food and passing me a sandwich. "It's strawberry jam, I hope you like it," He said with a smile as he sat beside me with his own jam sandwich. I nodded while I unwrapped the saran wrap and ate slowly looking over the dark blue, green waves that crashed against the sand pulling everything back with it. It was now dark and it was getting to the part I couldn't see. I finished my sandwich and leaned over to get a drink but I fell onto his lap, which made him chuckle and picked up a can and opened it with a loud crack and passed it to me. "Thank you," I blushed while taking a sip of the fizzy liquid in the can. "You're welcome," Colby sa
Colby's P.O.V I smoothed down her hair and kissed the top of her head as she cried, I know she's scared and I don't blame her, this isn't the kind of life she deserves. I don't think she believed me when I told her I'd protect her, although I don't blame her she went through this abuse for eight-teen years. From the time she was kidnapped and even more now, I need to get her out of here, and I'm going to do it tonight. Her tears became only sniffles, and soon she became silent and snoring softly. I held her tighter to me, careful not to hurt her bruises or scratches that my father, not that stranger, had done to her. He did nothing to earn that title other then have sex with my motherand the only reason he was happy about me so I could take his place in all his crap. I refuse, I refuse to be a part of his criminal acts, I refuse to be a part of him, and I refuse to be him. My children won't be treated the
Chloe’s P.O.V I screamed for help over and over again until I lost my voice, no one showed up until the very last second. “Hey, are you alright down there?” A silhouette of a man stood against the rising sun and for a minute I thought he was a god. “Please, please help me with my fiance, he got shot please?” I doubled over Colby’s body. “Oh my god,” He rushed towards us; he had short white hair and eyeglasses. He helped me pick him up and carry him out of the alley way. “My car is right down here miss, I can drive the two of you to the hospital,” He says hurriedly. I sniffled and nodded my cheeks sticky and wet from tears, come on Chloe you have to be the strong one now. We carried him to the back seat of the man’s car and I sat with Colby with his head on my lap and I caressed his hair with tears still going down my face, my cheeks hurt from the salty tears on my cheeks, hiccuping the man sped our way to
Chloe’s P.O.V I stopped crying and sat by his bed playing with his hair and placed a kiss on his forehead gently, his chest and head wrapped in bandages and you can see where he got shot from the blood seeping through. “I’m sorry for putting you through all this,” I whispered. I truly was, why did she shoot him over something so stupid, and why not me instead? Why leave me alive if I was the one she wanted gone? I gritted my teeth. “I’ll kill them,” I whispered. “What?” I could tell she’s not believing what I’m saying. “I said I’ll kill them all,” I say louder. “I think we should just go to the police,” She says uncomfortably. “No, they took Colby away, remember,” I said, getting angrier. “Yes, but that was a misunderstanding,” She says, trying to explain. “I don’t care, I don’t want him in jail, I want them dead!” I yelled, all the nurses stared at us through the open door.