Chapter 2

~ Carmen Live streams

Part of my job is watch the live streams and monitor the content and comments, make sure everyone is safe not being bullied. Allow fans to talk to her and delete spam messages. During this stream Jean one of the bullies , proceeded to say A moderator BLOCKED Amanda from

commenting. Toby chimes in and other fans also chimes in saying "A moderator blocked Amanda she cant comment" I luna am a moderator but I didn't block her I don't even see her name on this live stream, I am confused so I text Martin a fellow moderator. " Hey Martin you see this shit online right now what is happening " Martin responds "

I see it , looks like they are trying to pin it on you, but it doesn't say Luna Blocked a member so I have no idea "

Carmen sees the comments on her live stream and she gets her team attention to look into the matter. Milo her brother proceeds to yell " ARE YOU TRYING TO BLAME LUNA" " Amanda is NOT BLOCKED stop it." Carmen continues with her live stream and Toby and Jean simmer down on starting an uproar in comments.

Luz texts me " Hey sis what was up with the bimbos on the live stream."

Me crying while watching the live stream " not sure but everything is time stamped and it shows who does what"

Luz :" Girl fuck them!!! they want you out so bad but cant even compete, you do a-lot work they cant even respect you or Carmen"

Luna :replies " I had to text Martin because he works with me, I wish you were a moderator too, Toby and Jean are Moderators too so why they pick on me."

Luz: I have to one word KARMA

Luna: Karma isn't going fast enough I am tired of them , I just do what I am told nothing more nothing less

Luz: I am always here for you sis! you had my back and you helped me in this fandom so I will forever have you. I learned from you, I actually design flyers and merchandise for Carmen now! I would have not done it without you!

Luna: you have talent! I saw that, I wasn't gonna let the others get a chance they don't deserve it . they are clout chasing you do it for lOVE LOVE !!

Luz: I know Carmen has to see it but she keeps praising them too, they don't deserve the praise , you do all the work! they take the credit! shes so busy now she doesn't see it !

Luna: I know but I love you I gotta go they aren't moderating right now, Martin is barely keeping up, text me later boo.

*Texting Martin

Luna: sorry martin luz was texting me

Martin: I already know, shit isn't fair

Luna: I wasnt trying to leave you in that chat alone

Martin: 4 thousand people in the live and only 2 moderators working

Luna: look at tobys comments (screenshot )

CoochieWoochie: Slay mamas dont be afraid

superfan111: green hair looks good

Coochiewoochie: NOONE CARES if green looks good on Carmen ! she can do whatever she wants

(end of screenshot)

Martin: they were just agreeing why did Toby "Cooochie" say that

Luna: no clue but look she notices me instead of him

(screenshot )

Lunabear : stop fucking saying your dumb shit here

Ikillyou: I can say what I feel

Lunabear: NO ITS WEIRD STOP IT

Ikillyou: you are pathetic as a moderator

Lunabear: who cares what you think stop sexually shit

(end screenshot)

Carmen yells : LUNABEAR is going off LOL I fucking love this BITCH !!

Milo: you can't say that on live

Carmen: why not shes regulating hoes !!

Martin: how she see your shit but not Toby

Luna: every-time ! now it looks like I'm fighting and their using name was I KILL YOU like WTF

Martin: jajaja I see it I was like GO LUNA

Luna: I love you martin thank you for being for me and not judging me ever!

(live chat feed )

Coochiewoochie: a MODERATOR is blocking people

JaydenWatkins: Coochiewoochie they are not stop saying shit like this!!

Martin: a moderator is not blocking anyone you can see it on the screen

~~jeanbean muted user haju7777~~~

Lunabear: just tell me how you really feel

martin: yeah tell her

Jaydenwatkins: haters everywhere in this chat I feel it !!

(end of live chat feed )

Jayden is a new friend of mine, I saw her on multiple platforms and we began talking and being good friends , She knows what's happening with them. She goes on the live streams so she can watch my bullies, they think because over a thousand people be in the stream no-one can see their shit. BUT they were wrong many people see how they blame me for shit that is beyond my means. they lack comprehension by all accounts. How can I block people without Carmens knowledge on the live stream, it shows up when a moderator blocks or mutes someone. I don't even fuck with amanda! I don't even talk to Jean, she has me blocked and I am like girl I barely talk to you. They mad because of Toby, Toby is a flamboyant gay boy he is 17 yrs old, he has to have all the attention. Im in 29 and he has lack of respect for me or for anyone . He told everyone I was a bully but I have the whole screen shot from the group chat on what happened. Toby makes himself a victim but in reality he is a BULLY!

-flash back of the conversation-

•groupchat of carmens fanpages•

Susie: if everyone has tweeter we can reply Carmen to boost her up

Toby: that author is a republican we do not associate with the Republicans !!!

Amy: huhh?

Luna: its not about whose a republican or not but can we not bring political is it this is triggering for me!

Toby: it does matter!! Carmen cant be a part of all that!!

Luna: it doesn't matter what someones views are political thats not what susie is saying!

Toby: IM TELLING YOU NOW If carmen is to collab with a republican then shit will hit the fan!!

Luna: once again triggering !!! noone is saying a collab!!

Luz: yall blowing up my phone and im at work! Tony what are you talking about!

Toby: I said what I said!!

susie and toby began to argue in the chat

Luna: THIS IS WHY I HATE GROUPCHATS!! you keep being political shit in the matter and now a collaboration!! that has nothing to do with susie and what she is stating!! knock it off

Luna: susie stop replying

and Toby STOP IT

Toby: *typing more*

Luna: STOP this is why imma block YOUU

Toby: *blocks luna*

Luna: BLOCKS TOBY BACK fucking bITch