Chapter 3

Luna

At last my work shift as ended and I can go home. Work was hell , Home is home but UGH the internet mess. I cant even finish a work shift without things going sideways online, and out of every one Carmen has Fan wise is NO WHERE to be found. For Tour I answer everyones needs and questions. I solve problems that I shouldnt even be worried about but everyone else is missing!

I drive home and my phone is ringing, I glance down I see its Rita video calling me. Rita is a long term fan of Carmens, we both been a fan for the same amount of time a decade and some. Rita lives about 10hrs away from me. We began our friendship because I found her a mutual , she lives about 2 hrs away from Rita . Rita always been upset that everyone lives so far away but I found her a fan a buddy thats only 2 hrs away.

I used my siri to text Rita how I am driving home i will call her when i'm walking in the doors.

Rita been excited because I plan to meet her hopefully one summer. Shes been helping me maliciously finish off my online bullies.She also tells me how they are just jealous human beings! I still don't understand why everyone says its jealousy. I never dealt with viciously, toxic and notorious ruthless people. Over what? a fan club? I never asked to be that person. I am naturally a leader, I am pretty much a sassy feisty walking talking machine. I don't take no shit! Ive been bullied all my life, Elementary school all the way to college. I never let a bully get me down. I let them know you fucked up by thinking because I am small and quiet you will belittle me. WRONG I take no shit! I am no-ones victim.

The night sky is darker than any other night, in the city I cant see the stars but as soon as I get home I see the stars. I stare and wonder why me . I talk to the moon and stars as I gather my work bag. I know I told Rita I would call her when I got home but I spent my ride home facetiming my children. They were at home waiting for me even tho it was passed their bed time! My oldest daughter is 9 yrs old my baby boy is 4yrs old. I greet the babysitter and apologize for being so late, the con of working so far from home but pro is I am the only manager so the pay is pretty great. I couldn't even finished getting in the door before my children are jumping on my back smothering me with kisses. My sitter dipped before I could thank her again, I had to ask my daughter did you behave lol. She said yes she was actually waiting for dad to come home .

Normally on a good day the love of my life beats me home but his work is always busy and he's a manager also. He has been firing nonstop just like me.He has to travel for his jobs and not only that his a baby-mama from hell. Theres days he isn't home because his baby mama doesn't allow me to be around their children. We been working on it with her. I told him whats the point of us having a big house with out 2 kids , your kids are my kids. I have a ring on my finger and we have been together for 10 years already. Minus a few if we wan to be technical I needed my space I was going through alot Lucian wasn't understanding me we were fighting too much I was pregnant didn't know it .

My daughter isn't his, I was raped but he stepped in . Our son is 4, and he has an 11 year old son and a 3 year old son . He is a truly great guy, if I didn't push him away into his baby mama again. unfortunately his other son wouldn't have been born but I wouldn't change it . I want more children someday . Lucian is a patient man, he's perfect for me. He understands my work load , my

mom load and the internet work load.

I shoot Rita a text asking can we talk

another day the kids were still up and they have school in the morning.

Rita I feel like she understands even tho she has no kids, she has nieces and nephews but i am not sure. Luke despises Rita! He said something is off with her and he doesn't want me to talk to her. But because so many things is happening internet wise with me and this fan club! I told him I have to be nice I cant treat anyone mean. Everything little thing I do is overthought and dragged to the cliff and kicked off with high velocity. I slapped my thigh as i just think about everything Luke as said and I wonder if I'm making the worse mistake in trusting her!

I told Lucian about Luke's thoughts and Lucian actually agrees . He said I see the good in everyone but never the bad. I agree to disagree. It could be because my intuition is always on point, it could be because I do not want to stir a pot with Carmen .

It just is alot happening I cant process anything .

Rita texts me back saying

Rita: Luna I think Carmen and her partner broke up what do we do?

Me: HUH?? what happened

Rita: Their pictures with each other is gone and it look like shade is being thrown around!!

me: not going to lie let me check it out!

Rita: hurry up !!! what do we doing about it

Me: it looks like they are over! ohhh god we just need to tell fans be respectful at this time!

Rita: but how ? I never did that before

me: just make a statement that everyone needs to give Carmen some space shes on tour!! She doesn't have time for drama! her heart is broken I gotta go tho , I will text Luz and Luke about it !!