We ate breakfast in some abnormally peaceful atmosphere. I could imagine that couples that are amazingly in love with each other spent time like that, simply grinning and sitting without a word. I felt like I was brainlessly flowing on a pink, sparkling cloud, or in a magical, rainbow bubble… I never even imagined myself in that kind of state. I could picture my rationality looking at me with complete disbelieve, frantically searching for reasonable explanation of my current state, something like a sudden stroke, or a brain tumor rupture. I knew that it was only momentary, but I found that state pleasurable and somehow intoxicating. Of course my magical bubble burst as soon as I heard Tom's words.
“I promised, I will tell you about Hong Kong and all… so ask away,” he declared.
I felt like I fell down and hit the ground hard. That was the reality, we weren't lovey-dovey couple, and there was no peaceful world around us. It was time step further
The situation was becoming slightly suffocating. Deep in my heart I had already accepted him the way he was. I believed in every word he said, I trusted whenever he said that there was no other option. I was clear of the choices I had made… although not all of them where dictated by rationality. Ok, probably none of them were dictated by rationality… It was whether curiosity or my stupid heart dreaming of insane and dangerous romance.Now I felt like I was dealing with some wild creature who could be tamed or devour me. I looked deep in Tom's eyes, my hands were shaking, my throat was squeezed, and I was struggling hard to push the air into my lungs. I knew that I would not reject him, no matter what he did, and no matter what he was planning. I wanted to tell him that, I genuinely wanted to scream it out loud, yet I couldn't find any words to say! How should I tell him all that without basically revealing that I was having strong feelings for him?&ldquo
I walked slowly towards the door with my heart racing and looked through the peephole. There was a tall, red-haired woman impatiently glimpsing at her watch. I opened the door.“Yes?”“Melisa Andrae, the boss sent me to prepare you. And… you must be… Ana?” she asked with a strange smirk on her face.Her straight red hair was gently falling on her shoulders, they were like a frame for her white face and big green eyes. She resembled a kind and gentle person, yet she was rather straightforward… a little too straightforward. Before I could answer anything, she moved me gently aside and marched into my apartment. Only then, I noticed she was carrying a large cover for clothes and… something that looked like a toolbox.“Can I use your table, hon?” she directed another question to me… without waiting for my answer.“Make yourself at home…” I laughed awkwardly, looki
I walked towards the car, as I was getting closer the driver got out to open the door for me, but Tom got out faster and stopped him telling him, that he would do it himself. He came my way, and I saw him wearing deep purple suit and a black shirt… he looked breathtaking hot. He smirked lustfully slowly looking me up and down.“I will have to give Melisa a raise…” he muttered.“Pardon?” I figured I probably misheard him.“Nothing… You have to stay by my side the entire time. You are not allowed to go away even for a second,” he demanded.“What if I have to pee?” I chuckled teasingly.“Then, I will walk you to the bathroom,” he stated leaning over my ear, “You look too beautiful to leave you alone…”I became complete dazed. He opened the door for me and helped me get it. It was the first time I saw him acting like a true gentleman. I would lie
I looked at Tom in absolute disbelief and became dumbstruck. He smirked overconfidently and pulled out his hand to greet Simon.“Delighted to make your acquaintance… Simon Lynn,” he shook Tom's hand with a cold expression painted all over his face, “Fiancé… right?” he smiled reluctantly and glimpsed at me.“Tom is kidding!” I laughed nervously and glared at Tom.“Ana likes to be precise…” Tom smiled warmly at me and stroked my head, then turned to Simon, “Now she is overcautious, because it's not formally stated yet,” he chuckled.I wanted to protest, deny it and shout madly at Tom for putting me in this uncomfortable situation, but the woman standing next to Simon, beat me in speaking before I was able to verbalize anything.“Wait… you are THAT Thomas Night?! The photographer?!” she burst out rejoicefully and stepped closer to Tom.Tom
Tom rushed towards the reception pulling my hand, I had a hard time keeping his pace wearing heels. After he exchanged few sentences with a receptionist we walked away from the reception with a hotel keycard and he led me towards the elevators. He played with my hand the entire time stroking the inner side of my palm and caressing each of my fingers.My hearted pounded erratically and my whole body became more and more sensitive to his touch. While we were inside of the elevator his eyes were slowly devouring me piece by piece, I was at the edge of losing control.He opened the door of the apartment and let me enter first. I walked inside with my heart pounding, nervously swaying on my suddenly weakened legs. He turned all the lights on. The room was incredibly elegant and spacious, with a corridor leading to a large bed surrounded by wall-size windows.As soon as the door he took off his suit jacket then threw away his tie. He rushed my way looking at me with f
My whole body was worn out… I felt that getting up would be challenging. Only that I wasn't worried about it at all, wasn't worried about anything, all I could do was to smile to my own thoughts, and feel foolishly overjoyed. I couldn't help it, I gave myself a privilege to escape from everything that could destroy my blissful mood.Half of my body along with my head was still lying on Hiro's chest, the other half was glued to his arm. I kept drawing stupid patterns on his chest using my fingers. He didn't stop my hand, even though he observed me smiling and probably wondering what the hell I was doing… Well, I wasn't sure either. I felt like most parts of my brain hung out a sign that said, “out of order”.“We have to get up…” Hiro announced and kissed me on a forehead.After that, he got up… with me lying on him. That was the only reason I was able to sit. But I soon came to realize, that my biggest problem w
It had been three days since Hiro left, and I had been experiencing this kind of longing for someone for the first time. Maybe it would have been different if he hadn't left right after that passionate night we'd spent together. I kept recalling every detail, I could feel that sensation, his touch, and as soon as I was feeling I was able to deal with it, I felt asleep and dreamt about that night!He was genuinely the only person that could make me emotionally unstable up to that point where I suffered from extreme mood swings every ten minutes. I acted like a spoiled child, fortunately, only in front of myself, since I had never contacted him on my own, because I didn't want to disturb him. Nevertheless I felt helpless, unable to control my own, stupid emotions. I was weak, too weak.“Ana, get it together! He didn't left forever, it will be only couple of days! How are you qualified to stand by his side, if you act in that pitiful way?!” I scolded myself ov
I got out of the shop with the man in the cap walking in front of me and another one walking right behind me, and probably holding a gun against my back. They led me to some back street, it looked like a perfectly secluded place. Just right to commit a murder. I was shaking and crying out in fear on the inside, but on the outside I did everything I could to pretend being composed.In one moment, the guy walking behind me pushed me to the nearest wall. I turned around and realized that he was indeed holding a real gun the entire time, and now he was pointing it straight at me. I gulped and really wished I still had that tracker Hiro planted on me once.“Miss Kowalsky, let's safe each other's time…” the man in the cap started, “We know that you are in contact with Wang Hiro. We know that up until now, you were constantly protected by people from TK Industries…”“Luckily for us, today, that wasn't the case,” the man