Chapter 74: We Couldn't

Moving back to my place wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. It just had so many memories I was terrified of revisiting.

I hated it so much but I knew I had to do it. I couldn't live at Paris's place forever.. And I couldn't sell this place either, a lot of good things happened here. So I wasn't going to allow the same memories that made me happy to push me to get rid of my place.

I'd literally feel her presence or feel like she'd walk in. Being back there made her death so real. A knock on the door would have me expecting her. The calls we used to have on her night shift. How I'd wake up with food or with her cuddling me. All that made me come to terms with the fact that she wasn't here anymore. She was gone.

I sighed and shifted the matras in my bedroom. Like I said, I needed to clean this place. Luna was downstairs helping me.

After full two hours I was done in my bedroom and it felt like it was all new. Maybe it was the new bedsheets, curtains and blankets I bought.

I smile