Chapter Eighty Seven - Sloppy Seconds

TAWNY

My life felt like a rollercoaster. Everything was happening so fast and I felt like I was losing myself in between.

Have you ever wanted something so bad but then the universe was telling you not to pursue it? I was in that boat at the moment and it sucked to be in it.

When I took that Monday off I never thought Amora would show up in my bedroom when I was taking a bath... but seeing her there looking all cute and freaked out at the thought that something had happened to me kinda put me at ease.

I knew I shouldn't have had sex with her as it was going to complicate things that were already complicated but I stupidly couldn't stop myself.

After she left I felt like shit and regretted putting her in that position again. The plan was to create distance between us and not to give her hope.

Everyday for me was hell. My mind was thinking about the past six months and how fast they flew by. I felt guilty for what I did to Mimi and Paris. That was not me and I needed to push them awa