Chapter Forty Five - Distant From Everyone

TAWNY

In the afternoon I got back to my place tired from training. I went straight up stairs thinking I needed a shower and my bed.

I quickly went to shower first....

My week truly got very busy and I appreciated that because I think I'd have went insane had I had nothing to do. Since I came back from my mom I've just been caught up with meetings and training and visiting the stores to see how everything was. That allowed me to stay busy and not think about a lot of things.

Lately I've been ignoring people, literally everyone because my feelings and thoughts were all over the place I felt like I couldn't get ahold of myself.

I got out of the shower and applied lotion on my body and suddenly the smell of my lotion reminded me of someone. How she used to say she smells like me all the time after bathing and using my staff.

I found myself smiling involuntarily. How she always sniffs around my neck whenever I give her a hug. That became a habit and I kinda missed it..but I couldn't..