AMORAI quickly walked out of the hall feeling everything close in. The room was suddenly too small, the walls were closing in and everything, everyone and their voices felt like they were going to squash me in.. I was going to suffocate here and die... So I held my chest feeling like that hold would make a difference and finally close the huge gap I felt on my chest. I finally came around the corner and went to sit at a small stone that was there. I didn't care how I looked right now... because how I felt was somehow even getting worse... It was like some kind of vaccination. Inherently—maybe not inherently, and maybe not to everybody, but most people, perhaps I can safely say, are afraid of vaccinations. You would think the shot hurts the most, but it really is the anticipation and the aftermath that is disastrous. The suspension probably kills you—they can wipe down your arm with disinfectant, but what good will it do? The shock of the needle coming through will not fail to surpr
The drive back to my place was the shortest I've ever had thankfully. I paid the driver and went inside my place, I locked the door and went straight into my bedroom. I removed my pants and the shirt on top, leaving me in my panties and a sports bra. I threw myself in bed and closed my eyes. I didn't want to think about today... I just wanted to sleep.. but then again, I was dealing with the afterwards of being vaccinated.. and yes... I couldn't sleep...... The following day started painfully slow and I was thankful that it was a Sunday and I had nothing to do workwise, so burying myself in bed was ideal.. it was ideal until a fucken knock on my door kept me up.. I laid there and prayed it would go away...but of course it didn't.. "Amora I am not going anywhere until you open this door..." Fuuck Luna...!!"If you wanna kill yourself then kill me first. Everyone has been calling you.. even the fucken president of the country.. so open the door...""Gooooooo awaaaaaaaaay..." I scr
Hey.. you okay?" Tyra asked the second I walked back in. I sat down and opened my water, "yeah.. I'm cool.." She shook her head a bit and then I took my food and stared eating. "Collect the staff when you are done.. we are about to leave.." my mentor said and I stood up and did as asked after finishing my sandwich. The day went by pretty slow but I was thankful that I was out of the office. I don't think I could take seeing Tawny flashing her ring around.. even though she wasn't doing it, it felt like that to me, like I was constantly reminded of what she lied to me about. She'd drop everything for me.. and now she is ready to sing forever with my sister. Screw them.. they deserve each other. Around 4 pm, Tyra drove me to my apartment and I was glad I wasn't going back to the office. All I needed was a whole bath and food and sleep."Hey.. do you have something to eat at your place for you? Or should we grab something before I drop you off.." "Don't worry.. my best friend cook
That cut so deep but I swallowed and looked at the laptop in front of me. I had work to concentrate on.. I fucken needed to concentrate and not think about who Tawny was with. I got up, poured myself a glass of water and came back to the table. This was going to be the longest night. But at least I wasn't going to have to deal with Nash anymore..Tuesday I dropped what I was doing at the office and went to school. Nash couldn't even look at me and I was okay with that. At least he didn't run to the papers to tell them I'm in love with my sister's fiance. That would be awful.. I avoided Luna and went to work. She was worried about me, for good reason, but I didn't wanna have to lie and tell her I'm okay. I was tired of lying. I got to the office and Tee looked at me, "in my office.. right now!" Fuck! What did I do now? I followed behind her like a lost puppy. We got inside her office and she closed the door locking it. Then turned to me, "what is the first thing that I told you
TAWNYWaiting.... How long is someone supposed to wait for someone they love and want, to finally decide that they want them too..? Is it Two months? Two years? Or five years?A lot of us have that question. Don't worry, me too...See, when it comes to my heart I've leant the hard way that if what I want and what someone elses wants doesn't go together in harmony, the other person might drop you without even a word... With everything that has went on for the past month.. I realized that how much you are willing to do nor take nor sacrifice to be with someone you truly love doesn't matter... what really matters is how they feel about you. I meant everything I said to Amora... I meant every word and the only thing I needed was for her to be fully on board or tell me she's at least working towards that because I knew we have a long way to go....Now tell me this.. if they were two different people, would you rather be with someone that you love wholeheartedly... or be with someone who
I got inside my car and decided to drive to my place. I had no idea what to do. My thoughts were racing and I knew that I couldn't go back to work, I was so distracted.The front door opened and I turned to it thinking I'm not even in the mood for Olivia's moods but was surprised to see my mom. "Mom?" "I came to see how... oh Godness Tawny what happened to your face? Look at your shirt, there's blood. What happened?" Fuck! I shrugged, "it's nothing mom..." She put her bag on the couch and went to the kitchen, then I heard the kettle boiling, "it's nothing? You look like you were in a fight. Good thing I came.." I wiped my face and my bottom lip was in pain, I might have bit myself when that idiot hit me. "I'm fine mom. There was no need to come all this way.. did you drive or did you ask Bab'Khumalo to take you..?" "I drove... for a good reason apparently.. come here.." I got up and went to the kitchen, I knew fighting her was going to be useless. When I got there she had a t
I didn't say anything because I knew they'd gang up on me. The drive back home was so short. My mind was busy again, which would explain why I didn't feel the trip. Coz now I was thinking about what Olivia said. I sighed and took my phone out then texted my fiance, Hey babe.. I hope you're good. Can we do that dinner tomorrow. I had a long day today..She quickly responded. I miss you.. just know that okay.. I'll text you the time tomorrow, you can be a gentle woman and fetch me at my place😎. I can't wait to see you and taste you😋😝😘.. I love you my soon to be wife😍..I was smiling like an idiot when I read that. Paris was truly something else. I love you too Maa❤Then I lifted my head up when the car turned and parked at my gate. I was so shocked to see Amora standing there inside my gate. Olivia cleared her throat and drove in. "What's Amora doing here..." It was quiet. "I'll ask again. What's Amora doing here.." "I texted her. I was a bit worried about you and thought ma
AMORA Immediately when I heard Luna talking to Tee on the phone, I knew she fucked up. Tee was protective of me and with that information she was going to kill Nash. So even in the condition I was in, I didn't want her killing him. Especially since I was feeling guilty for hurting him... Like my gut told me, seconds after we arrived at Nash's place, Tee got there and she beat him. Luna and I did all we could to stop her, even my stupid ex tried to blackmail her about the media, I was shocked when she didn't care but then again, it wasn't that shocking because she said she'd do anything for me... turned out she meant even risking her rugby career. I felt like shit when I had to stop her and tell her to leave. She was doing more damage that she intended. As much as she was pissed about what happened, I've hurt Nash and I somehow felt guilty that she was part of the reason I broke up with him.. even he knew I loved Tawny more than I did him. The look on her face killed me. Worse when