How can I hate someone?

Freya pov's

I was about heading to my room as everyone did when I came in contact with Noah, he was walking towards my direction and I lowered my head down. My heart beats faster like a drum which is being played by different people.

My head was low, but that didn't stop me from peeking at him slightly, he didn't even stare at me neither did he spare me a glance and I felt my heart ripping apart, he acted like I was invincible, and I wondered if he had a heart at all.

He derives joy in hurting me so much. There are numerous guys in this place, why did my heart choose him, huh? And the more I try to stop falling for him the more I yearn for him more, is that not so stupid, huh?

I pondered on the words of Gracie which refused to leave my memory and I whimpered, almost losing my guard, but I quickly balanced myself, cleaning the drop of tears threatening to fall.

I summoned courage and decided to confront him, ready to take in whatever the outcome might be. I held his hands before he cou