TWENTY

CHAPTER TWENTY

NICKOLAS

I walk back to my room, slamming the door behind me and taking a much needed breath. It did not help that I had to see her that morning in that night gown after having the most incredulous dream about her. I am never one to fantasize so much about a woman’s body rather than taking it for myself but Lily?

It is weird how much I hate and want her all at the same time; I have to get my head back in the game and back in motion because it might have ended even before it began.

I take another deep breath, trying to calm the storm in my loins and trying not to agonize about the dream I had had.

The one were I had had my hands all over her, those innocent eyes staring up at me as I drove in and out of her until we both were too spent to move.

It is never going to happen, I tell myself.

I am never going to have sex with Lily even though the very sight of her gives me more reasons to believe that I am not as over her as I think that I am and she still has that hold on me