Chap 36: A confrontation.

I ran away from that place until my legs no longer felt, and my strength seemed to be exhausted, then I stopped. I looked at the homeless people scattered on the street as I walked. They are people without families. I feel like them now.

My tears are dry, but my heart is still bleeding. My life is a series of unlucky days. That unhappiness probably started when my father left me, and I will never know when it will end. For the past years, I have carried a fear that cannot be named because all around me is sadness and pain. And today, I found a secret my father wanted to hide from me. If I hadn't met him here today, he'd probably never have seen me in this lifetime. Although I used to wish my father would have a happy new family and I had more beautiful younger brothers, but not in this way. He was willing to throw my mother and me away for a rich and powerful woman. Did my father know that he pushed me into a dark life?

Seeing lovers holding hands while walking on the street, they gi