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13 | The Reason
*Warning - Contains triggering content relating to suicidal ideation*
Phoebe’s POV
Before I can land another slap on his pathetic face, a pair of arms wrap around my torso, preventing me from doing it.
“Shit! Pheebs, control!” I hear Kyle say behind my back as I struggle to free myself from his hold.
“Who the fuck called this asshole here?! He doesn’t deserve to see her. It’s his entire fault!” I shriek out, not caring who heard me.
“Wait, what?” Kyle says unsurely and as his arms loosen around me for a fractional second, I use that opportunity to free myself from his hold and charge towards Noah again, who’s staring at me with utter shock.
Before I can grab hold of him, a familiar pair of arms wrap around me in a deathlike grip as I bawl my eyes out in frustration.
Oh for fuck’s sake
“Stop,
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