Chapter Sixteen

For the next few days, I stayed in bed unless I had to work. It seemed silly being so upset over a guy I was never with, but I couldn't help but feel like I left a part of my soul with him when I said goodbye. Would I even see him again? I told myself that one day, we would run into each other again and things might be different then. That thought was the only thing keeping me going. 

Towards the end of the week, I finally took Ryan up on his offer to go car shopping again, but it was another dead end. We had dinner and for a moment, I felt better. Not completely okay, but better.

Despite coming up short at the car lot, I started packing up my room a bit. I’ve changed my moving date to the first week of July, leaving me a little over two weeks until I finally leave. I didn’t plan on telling my dad. I wasn’t sure if he would be glad I was gone or try to f