Chapter 34 - In the Past

“And by all of this you mean the boat money?” He asks smiling at me awkwardly. I nod and he sighs looking in the far distance. “This is a part of who I am. I want to be in a relationship with you as who I really am and that includes this.” He says looking back at me.

“So are you saying that I need to get used to it or…” I say and he shakes his head.

“It’s not an ultimatum.” He says touching my face softly. “It’s just a fact.” He says and I nod. “A fact that has held me back from truly showing myself to the people I’ve dated in the past.” He adds and I can see regret in his eyes. “My father’s money is the first thing people see when I look at them.” He says and I remember the way I saw him before I knew him.

First I saw him as a playboy, then I saw him as a spoilt playboy. I’m happy to say that I was wrong. But now that he’s showing me his world in full I can’t help but feel like I will fall short. I’m a normal girl, I don’t have the luxury of owning a boat or even spending a day on a