Danna led me to the store and I felt some sense of peace knowing that I was no longer alone in this foreign part of the world."Oh my goddess, I'm so nervous." She frowned her face."Why?" I knitted my eyebrows in confusion ,"it's just the party is there a reason you're scared?""The thing is I have never been to one of these before I always try my best to avoid it.""Really but why? Parties can be fun." I was talking as though I was a regular party goer, "I get the thing is I don't really go to that many parties myself but the ones I have been to...ok I don't want to discourage you or anything but they ended with my only close friend dying and maybe something always came up but don't worry I can tell everything is safe in this pack, you will be fine.""It's not the parties I'm scared of, she shook her head ,"the main reason I avoid going is because my crush is always there but this time I really can't avoid it because for some reason alpha made it mandatory just so we can honour the
Devin showed up to come pick us an hour later like he had promised. I was still getting the hang of the new phone I had gotten from the store."Whose phone is that?" I asked Ryan after he had picked up the problem causing phone from earlier."It doesn't matter, I should find the owner at the party, it was rude of me not to return it Anyways.""Yeah I guess so."I had a feeling that he was trying to avoid telling me who it was and I didn't want to make myself unhappy for any reason, "Devin, is it just me or you don't seem that pumped for the party"I mean I am but the thing with me is I get really drunk sometimes and these parties can go all the way into midnight, which usually leaves me feeling very tired before work but the good thing is since it is the second-in-command birthday this time there should be some kind of break for us tomorrow because almost everybody will be there except for children and some other wolves."Oh," I shrugged and we spent the rest of the drive in silence.
"Everyone to the dance floor," the Beta announced and there were roars of satisfaction from the crowd everybody began to tumble forward and gather in the centre while the music began to blare from the speakers."Alright guys choose your dancing partners."I saw Ryan coming towards me and all of a sudden I forgot everything that had transpired between Chelsey and I and a huge smile sat on my face as I waited for him to come and hold me making me his dance partner until the bitch cut in front of me." Ryan I know you said you were sorry about my phone and the screen that was shattered," she looked over our shoulder at me ,"understandable how certain people could have reacted when they got caught but you know you can repay me by dancing with me."I knew people like Chelsey, she didn't have feelings for Ryan but she just wanted to hurt me where she thought it mattered and it was up to Ryan to let her down. I looked up at him and shook my head and opened my mouth to say something but she
I pushed him away from me going back into the bar when he held my wrist and pressed me against the wall I was certain that this time I must have scratched my back ,"dude careful you're going to bruise me I don't have time for that.""I know it's just alcohol speaking," his voice was lowered by now ,"but do you really feel that way about me? do you think that me coming back into your life has been more chaotic than without me?" he sounded hurt but I couldn't even process the fact that this was not what I wanted to say to him. I was just overwhelmed with anger and my alcoholic state was doing the worst to promote the violence that I was erupting."You brought this on yourself, I didn't want to say anything but I can't keep it to myself anymore I just want to live a single life where I'm not bothered by having to please my partner or dealing with mis understandings please I still have a lot of things to do but I didn't spend two years of my life training just go back to where I started
I was about using mind-link on Ryan when I heard he was already contacted me first ,'I can't seem to find Devin anywhere,' he said 'maybe we should just hit the road and explain to him later.''Yeah I'm afraid we will just have to skip that for now something just came up.''Tell me you're joking right now but I'm in the mood'I felt really bad cos I had just been complaining about misunderstandings but I could not just abandoned Danna when she was here crying all by herself. ' I promise to explain everything to you later just give me a chance right now.''that would be so you were just complaining to me about lack of communication is something came up, why can't you just tell me about it right now?' I thought it would be awkward because Danna would eventually find out I was talking to someone while being with her."You know Danna you can't just stay here in the bathroom and cry about it, that will do nothing to solve your problems." I told her and she nodded on understanding ."I just
He didn't wait for us to get inside the house once we unlock the door he grabbed my ass and pulled me into the room with him closing the door behind or struggling to lock it while he took my shirt off trying to not break our kiss but It wasn't possible. He laid me on the floor and even though I was super drunk this was still amusing to watch."Oh my goddess, the floor is super hard let us go into the bedroom." I told him when he laid me on the floor and settled on top of me bent on doing his plans and trying to get them down his nose."You know you should be sorry, I'm taking you here right now, apologize to me.""Why?" I pulled my eyebrows together, my hands on his back."Apologize for being the hottest woman that has given me the lack of ability to control myself, for causing my dick to rise against my will apologize right now come on say it say you're sorry.""Fine I'm sorry gosh just fuck me!"I was equally running out of patience at this time. I place to my legs over his shoulde
We were all gathered at the packhouse on the alpha's orders and there was a lot of murmuring sounds coming from all the wolves around us as everybody was just trying hard to figure the source of our problems.I scanned thd crowd to find Danna there was so much chaos, everyone waiting for the high ranks to show up from the packhouse and address the issue.I found her sitting in front of two blondes, aggressively taking over each other."Is this the end of the world? Is the moon goddess wiping us out?" I heard one of them say when I was close enough to make out their worlds."But it makes no sense, oh my goddess, i still have so much ahead of me, i can't go just like that." The other blonde responded. "Hey you guys," i stuffed my hands into the pocket of the sweater I was wearing. "Any clue what might be happening?" I raised one eyebrow at Danna, trying to ignore the look of worry that was written all over her face."Nobody has any idea, nothing like this has ever happened before it's
Danna povDevin was going in with the other high ranks when I stopped him, "third in command?"I watched Nadeline's mate go to meet the alpha to discuss whatever with him.He looked surprised to see me and I cleared my throat, trying to talk loud enough amid the loud cries of all these people panicking. "Can I talk to you for a second?""Um.. me? Sure, okay."I led him to a corner of the pack house that wasn't packed with panicking wolves."Hey I'm sure you want to talk to the alpha but can't because he's packed with things to do but I promise you that I have no solution to any questions that you probably have right now." He sounded impatient and I kind of felt bad because I knew that he probably had a lot up his ass that he needed to attend to and here I was trying to bring up shit."No actually, it's you I want to talk and it's about something completely different." I swallowed, here goes nothing, "I have a huge crush on you and I've had it since forever, I love you and you're in my