153: Crossing

It was still so hard for me to believe what I'd heard. I didn't know if I was supposed to feel bad that he was gone since we basically shared no bond but a part of me was really broken about it. He was the father Ryan had grown up to know and now all he had, his sister and father were no more.

The rest of the day didn't seem very pleasant to me but it was what we could do.

Alpha Ryan asked Beta Sean to move into the packhouse for the few days that we would be gone and I packed a week's worth of stuff even though I knew we had no intentions to stay that long away from the pack house.

"The sky is really pretty today." I said, trying to make conversation as we got the road.

"Hey you know you don't have to be all awkward about this, people die everyday, it's something I'll get over soon. The bond we shared has long be dead, I'm sad but more than ever my alpha instincts are sparked all the way, why does Tim have your email and even has a sure way of contacting you but then I don't have a b