Kabanata 1

Kabanata 1

Sin

I've never been lucky when it comes to love.

Endless cycles of heartache and heartbreak define what is supposed to be the biggest and greatest adventure of my life, at twenty, I had given up already.

Nag-umpisa iyon sa pamilya ko. Kahit anong gawin ko... hindi pa rin sapat. Kulang pa rin ako, palaging si Lazarus ang magaling, kahit ginagawa ko naman ang lahat maging magaling lang sa mata nila.

"You should always aim for excellence. You are the only one I can count on in our business." Dad reminded me.

I am the first born so that explains how much pressure they put on me. Iyon din ang kinaiinggitan ko kay Lazarus eh, kung ako siguro naging bunso, hindi ganito ang responsibilidad na maiaatas sa akin.

Ako sana ang paborito nila... kaso, ayoko ring magpari. Dinidiktahan nila ang buhay  ng kapatid ko.

Nakikita kong napipilitan lang rin siya sa nangyayari kahit hindi niya sabihin sa akin. I pity him, though.

"You're not allowed to commit mistake, you are a Del Madrid. It's a sin, Aquilino." Lola reminded me.

It was my first day as the CEO of Del Madrid Corporation. I just nodded to end the conversation.

Lazarus is fucked up that's why the spotlight is now on me. Dagdag pressure na naman.

"Huwag kang gagaya kay Lazarus na walang silbi. Hinayaan ang puso, nagpadala sa tukso ng demonyo. Napakasutil!" dagdag pa nito.

I clenched my fist under the table. I was jealous of him before but now I pity him. My poor brother... Akala ko ako ang naghirap ng husto sa aming dalawa, hindi pala.

Dapat ba'y palaging may silbi ang anak sa pamilya? Bakit parang ang labas eh, obligasyon naming bayaran ang lahat ng nagastos nila sa amin sa pagpapalaki?

Nagmahal lang naman siya. Bakit parang kasalanan pa ang magmahal? Doon naman siya masaya.

And for my Lola who's been in control of everything in our family, whoever falls in love, loses.

Kaya ekis na ang pag-ibig sa akin.

"Pero pare, sinasabi ko sayo iba ang sex kapag mahal mo ang ka-sex mo." my friend raised a glass of martini and then he suddenly cried after he drank it.

"Mahal na mahal ko kasi, pare. Tang ina 'yan. Ang sakit." I consoled him.

His girlfriend just dumped him with another guy. Another poor creature. Last week, he's so inlove with her girl to the point that he even stopped going to bars with me to find kahook-up.

Everyone's fascinated with the idea of falling in love with someone. They say love takes you by surprise at the most unexpected time and for unpredictable reasons.

Falling in love makes you feel like you've found the other half that would complete you. It means waking up would be easier, life a little less dull- like it's one of the best things that can ever happen.

But I don't want any of the falling in love pizazz that everyone is talking about. Because falling means you don't know where you'll land. Falling can mean bruises, and scars, and wounds and it scares me.

I then told myself that I will never fall in love. I don't want to be a loser. My family would hate me. I will just fuck and find a hook-up, that's much better to ease the loneliness.

"I love it, love it, gotta suck em." she pulled my cock toward her mouth and wrapped her lips around the head of it.

This is the best part of our night out.

She sucked it all the way to the back of her

throat, making swallowing motions, massaging my cock with her throat muscles.

Then she took my cock out of her mouth with a popping slurping sound, and stood up.

Reaching down she pulled her top off, and then dropped her skirt. She wasn't wearing any panties. How naughty.

She reached out toward me and gripped my pants, pulling them down.

"Take that fucking shirt off too," she said, as she walked over to my bed; laying down she spread her legs.

"Come over here big boy! Stick that big dick in my mouth while you suck on my cunt!"

I obeyed, of course. I jumped her bones, sticking my cock in her mouth while reaching under her and grabbing her ass, bringing her pussy right in my face.

I licked her pussy up one side and down the other, and then stuck my tongue into her as far as it would go.

"Oh..." I stopped and moaned. She's good.

Her pussy was hot and wet, the insides smooth against my tongue. I pressed my tongue against her clit as I pulled it out, and she came with a resounding grunt through her nose.

I could feel my own orgasm building, and I just shot a hot load of cum deep in her throat.

Again and again, my cock spurted cum, and she swallowed it all. She continued sucking, my balls falling all over her nose.

Then, she pulled my cock out of her mouth and licked all around it, then licked my balls, finally winding up with her tongue running around the rim of my asshole. Then, she suddenly moved me off her with a quick shove.

"I was wondering how long it would take you to come around. I was getting tired of dressing like a slut, waiting for you to make some kind of move."

"Gee," I said while chuckling. "I feel really stupid."

She smiled a big, bright smile at me, with cum on her lips. She flicked out her tongue and licked her lips.

"You're forgiven, now eat me."

My night was wonderful, she was a nice fuck. I reached for my phone that's ringing loudly in the bedside table.

Medyo antok pa ako at masakit ang katawan. Hindi pa mulat ang mga mata ko. Wala sa sariling napangiti ako. Sulit naman kasi nasarapan.

"Hello," my voice is a bit hoarse. I felt the girl beside me moved.

"Good morning, Sir. Sorry to bother your sleep but may I remind you of your appointment this—"

"Shit!" napabalikwas ako ng higa.

May charity event kaming dadaluhan ni Lola ngayong araw! Dali-dali akong nagsuot ng boxers at napatingin sa orasan. Hindi ako pwedeng mahuli dahil kasama ko ang Lola ko!

"Why so early, Aqui? Go back. I wanna suck your cock." the girl reached for me.

She's still naked in bed. She touched her perky boobs and slightly squeezed it; seducing me. What a good morning sight. Huh.

Fuck, she's tempting and I am rock hard.

"No, babe. I need to hurry up." I kissed her before I head to the bathroom.

"What's your name again, babe?" she pouted and looked at me quite disappointed.

"It's Janice, babe." she answered.

"Thanks, Venice. It was a nice fuck."

My eyes widened when she suddenly slapped me. "Gago. Sabing Janice, eh!" nagmartsa siya paalis.

I held my jaw. It stings. The asshole Aquilino's time ends.

I need to be the good son for the Del Madrid's now.

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